To Lose Everything (Code Geass) (Patreon)

(This is a rather dark story. You've been warned. Please comment or give it a like if you enjoyed it.)




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Kallen Stadtfeld or, as she had told her captors, Kallen Kozumi, had been captured during a fairly routine operation to procure supplies for a future assault against the Empire. If she was going to be tortured for her actions against her overlords or worse; sentenced to death, she would at least go out using her maiden name. The young woman may have been half Japanese by birth, but her entire heart belonged to the land of the rising sun and she wouldn't besmirch her heritage by dying as a Stadtfeld.


It had been roughly two days since her capture and subsequent imprisonment in a dark cell, at least, she believed it had been two days, but she didn't have anything to go off of except for the one time she had overheard one of the guards say that it was a Thursday. Irregardless of time, she knew that they were trying to break her by not offering her any food or water; this was a standard technique from what she had read, but it didn't bring her any comfort. 


Suddenly, a pair of heels clicked across the stone floor which caused Kallen to stare out from her cell into the empty hallway in a mixture of curiosity and quiet rage. Whenever anyone had approached her cell, their arrival was announced by the heavy footfalls of boots. This was not only different, but a sign that one of the higher ups had finally decided to take time out of their day and pay her a visit. However, the face that Kallen saw staring at her from the other side of the bars was the last person she had expected to see!


"Nina?!" Kallen exclaimed as she jumped to her feet from the small, uncomfortable bed she had been sitting on and rushed over to the bars of her cell. "What are you doing here?!"


"I could ask you the very same thing!" The green haired teen yelled at her former friend from Ashford Academy. 


"You wouldn't understand my motives; my goals." Kallen replied in a somber tone, disappointment filled her voice as she stared Nina right in the eyes. "If you're working with the Britannian government then you're blind to the fact that they treat my people like we're less than dogs!"


"The fact that you've been engaging in deception by pretending to be ill so you can hide your terrorist activities to achieve your goals is proof enough to me that you are less than a dog. All this time I thought you were a fellow Brittianian, but you're nothing more than a filthy eleven!" Nina replied as she looked Kallen over in disgust. 


"So, you're not only blind to the plight of my people; the Japanese people, but you've also been completely brainwashed by that Brittianian bullshit?" Kallen asked, her eyes searching for the girl she thought she knew from school.


"How can it be bullshit if it's true? We Brittianians are superior to you dirty elevens in all manner of life. The fact that we fight our war honorably on the field of battle while you all scurry around in the shadows like rats, striking out at us when we least expect it, is proof of that!" Nina stated in a raised voice.


"The Brittianian government has occupied every aspect of our society and they're actively trying to colonize Japan! We have no peaceful political avenues to pursue and the Brittianians have given us no other option but to fight their unlawful occupation of our nation with every tool we have at our disposal! How can you not see that they have forced us to choose this path as our only option?!" Kallen shouted at the green haired girl. 


"No one has forced you to work with terrorists or to work with that disgusting person named Zero who took everything I ever loved away from me." Nina stated in a low voice as she looked away from the magenta haired girl and stared at the ground. "You killed her, didn't you? By helping him you killed her!" Nina's face shot up from the ground and contorted in a fit of manic delirium as she stared at Kallen directly in the eyes. "You killed my beloved Princess Euphemia and all that I loved by working with that animal!" Nina screamed as tears threatened to pour from her eyes. 


"I never killed her." Kallen answered, unsure of what else she should say due to how Nina was acting. 


"Yes, you did!" Nina accused before her mouth twisted into a terrible smile. "But I finally have you right where I want you and now revenge shall be mine!"


The magenta haired pilot didn't like where Nina was going with this and tried to talk some sense into her former friend from school. "I never laid a finger on her, but killing me will not bring her back!"


The green haired girl in the pristine red scientist's uniform laughed; she actually started laughing. "Kill you? Why would I do such a stupid thing like that and allow you to escape from your punishment?" Nina asked with a grin as her eyes burned with manic glee. "After I'm done with you, you'll pray that you were granted the sweet release of death!" 


"You stupid little-" Kallen was immediately silenced and went into an epileptic fit by an electric discharge that came from a stun gun Nina was holding.


"There, that's much better. I was getting sick of listening to a dirty mongrel such as yourself prattle on." Nina smiled as she watched Kallen fall to the floor of the cell.


---A Few Hours Later---


The magenta haired pilot came out of her electrically induced sleep with a groan as she tried to move her arm to comfort the side of her throbbing head. Immediately, she became aware of the fact that she was bound tightly against a metallic surface. Numerous belt-like purple straps ran across her chest and pinned her down onto some kind of metal panel. The cold surface against the palms of her hands told her that it was metal, but that didn't alarm the young woman as much as the fact that she could see her bare breasts and felt a strange bulk around her waist. 


'Nina must've stripped me while I was knocked out.'


Kallen's head shot up from her breasts as she looked from right to left, searching for her former friend turned captor until she spotted the young woman standing behind a control panel. "What are you going to do to me?!"


Nina lifted her gaze from the computer and smiled at Kallen who had finally awakened from her stunned stupor. "I don't want to ruin the surprise, but I've been working tirelessly on a chemical compound that would render all traitors to Britannia drooling, mentally drained invalids only worthy of pity and ridicule." Nina explained with a grim smile. "And you will be my first test subject."


"You're going to test some crazy concoction on me?!" Kallen exclaimed in horror. "Why not just execute me in the middle of Tokyo?!"


"A public execution is far too glamorous for the likes of you and has seemingly done little to deter terrorists such as yourself from committing crimes against the Holy Order of Britannia. How many public executions have there been and yet you elevens still multiple like roaches and take up the cause of rebellion against us?" Nina paused briefly to adjust her glasses before continuing. "I will not make a martyr out of you." 


"Damn it, Nina! We-" a powerful jolt of electricity interrupted Kallen, causing her body to spasm rapidly and release a stream of hot urine into the strange garment that she was wearing.


"Once my creation is perfected, traitors such as yourself will be paraded through the streets for all to see. Finally, the crime of violence against my people will be rewarded with the most horrific fate a person as prideful and as stubborn as you can possibly imagine; being made into such a sad creature that none would ever be willing to follow in your footsteps least they be rendered mentally retarded and made an object of public ridicule!" The green haired scientist declared with a maniacal laugh. 


Kallen couldn't believe her ears as her strength gradually returned to her. She had no hope of talking her former classmate out of her delusions and knew better than to waste what little time she had left trying. Her only chance at freedom was to break free from her bindings. She studied the straps confining her to the table as Nina returned her attention to her computer. Each strap was seemingly made of a synthetic leather material that bound her by her ankles and her legs just above the knees. A lone belt secured her waist to the table just above the diaper she had been forced to wear while an upper harness kept her chest and arms from moving, pinning her upper body down onto the angled table. Still, Kallen had been in worse situations then this and knew that all hope wasn't entirely lost. All she had to do was slip free of her bonds and incapacitate Nina.


As Kallen slowly wriggled against the belts, testing their slack, she noticed that the belt securing her left side wasn't completely tight; there was a slight amount of slack!  It wasn't enough for her upper body to slip out of the belt, but it was just enough room to pull her left hand free. She slowly slid her left hand past the belt and brought it over to the buckle that secured the strap over her upper body. With a steady hand she undid the buckle while stealing quick glances over at Nina hoping that she could break free before the obsessive mad scientist looked up from her keyboard. Time was a luxury she didn't have, but she was one step closer to freeing herself as she slowly removed the first belt.


When Kallen leaned forward to undo the second belt that was stretched over her thighs she heard a loud crackling of plastic coming from her disposable underwear which momentarily startled her. In her startled state she made the mistake of letting the buckle of the strap hit the slab she was freeing herself from. The very moment the buckle hit the metallic surface of the table, a loud clink sound echoed throughout the room, alerting Nina to what Kallen was doing.


"You think you can get away from me?!" A shrieking voice screamed out to Kallen who was frantically trying to undo the strap securing her legs to the table.


A flurry of steel hands descended on Kallen, grabbing her by her wrists and pulling her back against the cold slab. In the blink of an eye the mechanical hands were strapping multiple belts across her struggling form. A belt was pulled over her left hand, securing it in an outstretched pose above her head as another belt was pulled across her chest, just an inch beneath her neck. There was no rhyme or reason to the manner in which she was secured to the table by the hands. They paid no attention to how she was laying against the table, their goal was merely to prevent her from being able to move.


"What the hell are these things?!" Kallen shouted in rage as she tried to fight back, but she had never been so overpowered before!


"I was going to unveil my artificial hands in a moment, but obviously you couldn't wait for me to finish my calculations." Nina stated in a neutral tone as she watched her latest invention restrain her former friend. "But to answer your question, I personally built these mechanical hands to administer my new chemical solution to terrorists like you. After all, look at what just happened. If I had been foolish enough to be standing over you with a syringe in my hand, you could've easily overpowered me and stabbed me with my own serum."


As Nina finished explaining the purpose of the artificial hands she pushed a small medical cart over to where Kallen was still struggling against her freshly secured bindings. A single syringe sat neatly atop the medical cart on a lone tray. Kallen caught sight of the syringe and tried even harder to break loose from the straps as the reality of her situation sunk in; she was utterly fucked.


"If I'm going to be condemned to a fate worse than death then at least take this diaper off of me!" Kallen demanded. 


"And let you shit your brains out all over my floor?" Nina asked in a condescending tone. "I think not."


"That's your big punishment?" Kallen couldn't help but ask in a sarcastic manner. "You're going to make me shit myself?"


"That's one of the side effects, yes." Nina replied nonchalantly as she prepped the syringe. "But you will probably be unable to comprehend what's happening when you finally disgrace yourself in such a fashion. However, if my calculations are correct, you'll occasionally have moments of clarity where you'll be fully capable of understanding what's going on around you and that's when the gravity of your new life will fully become apparent to you."


"My new life?" The diapered rebel wondered aloud. 


"Yes, after a period of public exhibition, you'll most certainly be given to a member of the royal family to be kept as their personal pet. At the end of the day, what happens to you after your humiliation is of little concern to me." Nins explained as she picked up a wipe from the tray and started preparing Kallen's thigh. 


"So this is how it all ends?" Kallen winced slightly as Nina rubbed the ice cold alcohol into her skin, cleaning her thigh thoroughly before tossing away the wipe onto the tray of the cart.


"It is. My only regret is that Zero isn't here alongside you to pay for his crimes against the Empire." Nina replied as she looked at the glinting wet patch of Kallen's skin which glistened in the light of the laboratory. As much as she wanted to personally administer the chemical solution to Kallen, Nina knew that the risks far outweighed any feeling of satisfaction she could possibly derive from the injection. So, she walked back over to her command center and was about to give the order to the machines to finish the injection when she stopped.


"Do you have any last words?" Nina asked, her finger hovering mere inches above the button.


"I may have failed my mission, but hundreds if not thousands more will take my place! Japan will never give up!"


Nina savored the self righteous rebel's last words, licking her lips as she pressed the button authorizing the injection sequence which ultimately sealed her former friend's fate. Deep down, the mad scientist felt an immense sense of arousal overwhelm her entire body. The sheer amount of power she had over Kallen at this exact moment was not only intoxicating but positively electrifying. Nina had just condemned her former classmate to a fate worse than death and yet her panties were becoming as damp as a small puddle.


As the mechanical hand picked up the syringe from the tray, Nina started to rub herself through her dress as she watched the artificial robotic hand tap the syringe with one of its metallic fingers a couple of times in rapid succession to rid the chamber of any air bubbles. She looked on in absolute lust as the green serum glowed within the syringe. Time seemed to slow as the machine uncapped the two inch long needle and lifted it up into the air; Nina was truly savoring every second of this.


"I hope you burn in hell for all eternity for your beliefs!" Kallen screamed out in defiance as the sharp tip of the needle grew closer towards her soft flesh. 


Nina couldn't help but smile while the mechanical hand pushed the tip of the needle into Kallen's thigh. The young scientist slowly hiked up the hem of her dress and stuck her fingers into the damp confines of her panties. She gazed at Kallen's face; a face that tried desperately not to show any signs of pain, but was beginning to falter as the seconds ticked away. This sight caused Nina to trace the outer walls of her pussy, teasing her tight, virgin clitoris before she stuck two fingers deep into her slick slit.


"I- I finally- finally have power!" Nina proclaimed as she started to furiously masterbate. 


Kallen struggled to comprehend just what she was seeing and, as the painful injection grew more unbearable, she opted to close her eyes. The sharp pain in her upper thigh grew as the metal invader was now fully inserted into her thigh. Kallen felt a strange feeling; a foreign heat was being forced into her body as the plunger of the syringe was depressed. A much longer scream escaped from Kallen as an incredible pain traveled throughout her thigh.


As the solution entered her body, Kallen's face took on an increasingly tortured expression of pain as tears spilled onto her beautiful face. She started feeling the burning sensation coursing through her veins and overwhelming her thoughts. It took every fiber of her mental fortitude to focus on where she was. Her eyes and lips remained shut as she held her breath in an effort to maintain mental clarity. Sadly for the fierce revolutionary, she was desperately fighting a losing battle within herself as her mind grew more and more confused. 


It started slowly at first before rapidly eroding her consciousness. The memories of her friends and comrades in arms; her time with Zero, were the first casualties to vanish into the abyss as she tried valiantly to preserve them. Her days at Ashford Academy was the next visage to be stolen from her as all of various academic accomplishments quickly faded away from her mind. The last thing she could picture was her mother; her true mother who had held her when she was just a little girl. This cherished memory didn't dissolve into nothingness so rapidly. Kallen clung to it as if it was a life preserver keeping her afloat in a vast sea of darkness. 


Kallen exhaled a long sigh as she resumed breathing slow and heavy breaths.


Nina had stopped playing with herself long enough to witness the agony that consumed Kallen's body had slowly dissipated leaving the young woman with a more relaxed demeanor. The horny scientist noticed that Kallen's mouth was now hanging open, exposing her swollen tongue, as a slight bit of drool started to drip down her chin. Nina grinned and resumed playing with herself. 


She had done it! She had broken Kallen's mind!


Suddenly, Kallen's eyes shot open as images of everything she had ever done flashed across her mind. There was her mother, her friends and allies. Within the blink of an eye she had relived her entire life, but the one visage that stayed with her was Zero; her leader and the man she loved more than anyone else in this torturous existence! Her knuckles turned white as she balled up her fists and arched her back against the table in such a manner that it hurt. With everything she had she opened her mouth and out from the very depths of her soul came a primal, desperate scream.


Nina was caught completely off guard and actually cowered in fear behind her command center as Kallen's body shook with such anguish and rage. The startled scientist waited almost a minute before she peeked out from behind her terminal and saw Kallen's breasts shaking violently as her hips and entire body convulsed. Nina watched in awe as Kallen's diaper began to expand in rapid succession. It started as a decent sized lump which gradually grew in size within the disposable diaper until the punished pamper was drooping towards the ground in a disgusting manner. 


"I never expected that outcome." Nina stated as she stared at the incredible dirty diaper hanging from Kallen's hips. 


Kallen was slowly moving her glazed over eyes towards the only living being in the room until she spotted Nina. The once fierce warrior's mouth leaked a steady stream of drool as soft gurgles and babyish cooing echoed throughout the room. From what Nina could see, her experiment had been a resounding success. The serum had triggered a response so great that Kallen's mind failed to withstand the devastating impact on her mental capacity. 


"I suppose that the Emperor will want to be informed of my latest triumph." Nina said to herself with a grin. 



The End