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Uhhmm this is yet another personal thingy, but really shdjkash thank you all ive been crying then smiling crying smile and cry idk. Im so selfish ranting out like that /im sorry/ But letting it out somehow, and you showing super kindness.. i just.. thank you. T^T

I became paranoid after reading that goodbye message and everytime theres a new message i feel that im gonna read another 

/F*ck off, dont need you in my life, just go ahead and die and see if i care/ 

that was the exact words that hit me so hard 

/no not in a pervert way jk oh my gosh how could i joke at myself this time/

Yeah it was cruel to me, i cant even forget it, and i keep thinking too much,

/e.g.  how can i see if he will care or not if im already dead/

 yehhh, theres this time in the night when you're alone with your thoughts and ... and.. yeh. I give up thinking too much because my brain cant handle it ha ha ha

AND THEN I READ MY RANT BEFORE AND I CRINGE AT ALL THE GRAMMAR/SPELLING ERRORS! Wttthh i cant english anymore.  Ahaaahaa

this is too long for a post. But Just wanna say im still on that stage of moving on, 

BUT THANK YOU,  I DON T KNOW HOW TO START REPLYING TO ALL but, thank you. But really, Just wanna let you guys know that i honestly feel so much better because of all of you. Thank you very much ... thanks you *^*