Patreon Short 8 - Brady's Conundrum (Part 2/4) (Patreon)

(Part 1) (------) (Part 3) (Part 4) 

Inspiration is a funny thing. Instead of doing a Patreon short this month, I'm basically writing a novella. I'm going to be well over 30,000 words for this month by the time I post part 4. That's more than I've written any month, ever. I'm going to balance things out by having multiple tiny story ideas for you to vote on later in the month. The two winning stories will get written for next month's Patreon Short.

Why 4 parts? I wanted to do what was right for the story I'm telling instead of what was right for fitting into a certain word count. This story has an emotional arc not unlike parts of Core's Opportunity and I needed to give it enough room to breathe.

Brady's Conundrum (Part 2/4)

by Zmeydros

(Edited by Tiliquain and Journeymanic)

None of the skirts, blouses, and dresses I'd bought fit the way I wanted them to. My bust and hips didn't quite fill them out. It wasn't surprising since I'd been way too nervous to try them on at the thrift store. I was also a bit tall for a woman and, with my long torso, some outfits made me look like a noodle in a tutu.

My phone let me know it was lonely by notifying me that Jade's flight had just landed. I could barely see the screen as the angle of the blinds matched the angle of the sun. Whenever I pulled back the light blocking curtains in the morning, it was like being thrown into a blast furnace.

The sun was not my friend, it burned me, it was working on giving me cancer, and it wanted me to get up several hours too early every goddamn day. It was like a roommate that woke up at the crack of dawn and started practicing his harmonica. It was like a pet dog that grabbed your foot with its mouth and dragged you out of bed while you were still snoring. It was like fucking foster parents that wanted to get custody back just so they could make you go to their cult of a church before school every day. Seriously, I was so happy when my mom and dad figured shit out so I could go back home...I can't even tell you.

It took me five more minutes of fiddling around to find a skirt and top I looked good in. The dark blue skirt was a bit short, but as long as I wasn't hard, it was gonna be long enough. I put on a pair of my expensive custom boxer briefs that had extra room in the front and looked in the mirror. The upper part of the skirt was a bit tighter and hinted at my bulge, the wine-colored top had the perfect V for my small breasts and without a bra on (I didn't have any yet) my nipples stood out nicely.

Jade was going to enjoy the fact I wasn't wearing a bra...if she didn't throw me out on my ass for spending so much of my savings and getting all these changes on a whim. I was an idiot! I'd never even talked to her, or anyone, about my trans feelings. This was gonna be like dropping a chandelier on her head the moment she walked in the door.

Since I'd never talked to her about it, I had no idea if she was even into the body type I had now. I'd only ever seen her with other herms or guys. Heck, I didn't even know what label I wanted to use for myself yet.

A wave of anxiety forced me to sit down and hunch over. What the fuck had I done last night? Jade would have understood my feelings and supported me and helped me plan stuff out. I'd stolen all that from her and replaced it with a sudden change she had no way of preparing herself for. Heck, our porn business was based on my old body fucking her. Would we lose a large percentage of our following?

I had to undo the changes, this had all been a mistake. No one would like me like this. They all wanted guy me, they all knew guy me. I didn't even know what I was. Or what I wanted others to call me. My family would go ballistic when they saw me. My mom would probably say she was worried I was going to hell while my dad just went along with her because he was spineless. My sister would get all dramatic and propose they hand me over to an exorcist. Did I have a demon in me? Is that why I wanted to have a body other than the one I was born with? No! None of that stuff was real! What the hell was I thinking?

But what about my friends? Would they think I was ugly? The only person I'd made happy was myself. Who wanted someone with small breasts, a giant horsecock, and partially feminized body? I was an in-between state, not an endpoint. I was an abomination, inhuman, a sick jumble of flesh!

I was breathing so fast now that I was feeling lightheaded. Was I hyperventilating? I'd never done that before. Shit! I was getting even more light-headed. Characters in movies used a paper bag at this point. As I hopped out of bed to look for one, the room started to spin. By the time I got to my doorway, I felt like I was on a tilt-a-whirl. I stumbled backwards and tried to grab the doorframe, but my hand completely missed.

My eyes opened to stare at a dirty sock that was right in my face. It smelled more dusty than sweaty. The most unhappy part of me was my left testicle which was trapped between the floor and my leg. I rolled onto my back and stared at the ceiling.

Is this who I was now? A lightweight that would pass out from a serious case of buyer's remorse? I didn't have panic attacks. Sure, I was depressed and felt wrong in my body for years without realizing that was the source, but fainting from anxiety? I was one of those goddamn goats that keeled over when someone looked at them funny! Maybe all that feeling wrong in my body was just me being a baby about stuff. Lots of guys wanted breasts and never got them.

Yeah, I had to get changed back. This couldn't be me.

I stood up and pulled off the girly clothes before getting some ace bandages out of the bathroom and wrapping them around my chest. Then I got on a polo shirt and the cargo pants I'd worn yesterday.

Patting my pockets I found my wallet, but not my keys. "Fucking DAMN IT!" I stormed into the kitchen to see if I'd left them on the counter. I stormed into the living room, which was now Jade's bedroom and our porn studio, to see if they were on the pinkish-white antique dresser below the big mirror. Storming back into my room, I kicked at the pile of dirty clothes, the pile of manga that was part of my unfinished manga organization project, and rifled through the junk on top of my dresser. No keys, just loose change, fortune cookie fortunes, and Yu-gi-oh! cards.

Now I was thundering here and there, practically stomping, as if to threaten the keys I'd burn the whole place down if they didn't show themselves. The downstairs neighbors were probably pissed, but they were just feeling a small fraction of what I was, so we were even.

An hour later, I'd done a light cleaning of the entire apartment and found nothing. That's when I decided Jade would likely be home and able to let me in after I went to Yttrium's and headed for the door.

As I unlocked the door, I heard a jingle on the other side. "GOD DAMN IT!" I yelled at the top of my lungs as I pulled the door open to see my keys still in the lock.

Jade was at the end of the hallway frozen in shock, gripping the handle of her carry-on.

I grabbed at my chest as it got so tight I thought someone was standing on it.

"Brady? Are you okay?" Before I could answer, she added, "Whoa, you augmented your ears?"

"No," I said before my brain caught up with the situation. "I mean, yes. Surprise! I got my ears and tail done! And I'm fine, just left my keys in the door all night like an idiot." I put the keys in my pocket.

"Oh! Did you get a good deal on them?" Her eyes went back to my ears.

I nodded. "Been saving up for months." Turning around, I gave her a brief glance at my tail, not long enough for her to see the shape of my ass. I'd never doubted she'd take the ears and tail well, I was planning on keeping them. But the other changes, those had to go. There was no way she'd be happy about those. "I'd stick around, but I have to run an errand. I'll only take a couple-ish hours."

"Oh? If it's buying groceries, I'd like to tag along and grope your new tail and ears," she said as she slithered up the hallway toward me. Her huge breasts swayed from side to side. It had been over a week since I'd buried my face in them.

"No, not groceries, some other random thing you don't need to worry about," I said putting on a smile to show I was indeed okay.

Seeing that I was staring at her cleavage, she unbuttoned the top button of her slutty French maid blouse. "Can it wait? Because I was hoping we could get some quality time in first." She was right in front of me now.

Looking into her eyes while willing myself not to get hard, I said, "I promise we'll get lots of quality time when I get back."

"What happened to your face?" she asked. "You look good, but different? Maybe it's because I've never seen you without some facial hair?"

I held up my finger and motioned for her to follow me back into the apartment. The last thing I wanted was for the whole floor to hear this conversation. If I played my cards right, I'd be able to put up some smokescreen that would get her off the trail so I could go get changed back without her knowing. Man, scheming to lie to her like this felt awful.

After dropping her carry-on off in the kitchen, she went to the bathroom to wash up her tail after traveling through the airport. I waited, leaning on the kitchen counter, preparing for a conversation I didn't want to have. Should I really lie to her? Was she going to get angry? Would she feel hurt? Could I keep my deception a secret even if it was successful?

When she got out of the bathroom, she said, "Let's get comfortable." Then she coaxed me over to her bed and coiled around me.

It was such a natural thing for her to do when she got home that I didn't think of the risk.

"You feel different too. Did you go to a one week butt toning retreat or something?"

I laughed nervously realizing letting her get this close was a bad idea. "Butt toning retreat?"

"I'm sure I've seen clickbait claiming that at least once. Never thought something like that would actually work." She squeezed my upper body. "What's with the bandage under your shirt? Did you get injured while I was gone?"

I gulped. Lying was such a terrible idea, but it's all I had left. "No, I've been working on my butt for months. I think it was just so gradual you didn't notice until now. And I pulled a muscle in my chest when I was working out. Had to wrap it." The hug of her coils was calming my nerves wonderfully. Lying was easier than I thought.

"Geez, was that chest workout mostly on your nipples or something? I can feel them through the wrap."

My nipples were hardening due to the light brushing of her scales across my ace-bandage-clad breasts as she fidgeted trying to get in an even more comfortable position. My tail was pressed firmly up against the backs of my cargo-pant-clad legs. Her warmth radiated into the fleshy part of my tail while her scales tickled my horse hair. Now I was starting to blush. "Uhh, I've been using those silicone suction cup things to make them bigger so you have more to play with?"

"Ooh! I wanna see! If you promise to show them to me before you leave, I'll let you go. I can't believe it worked so fast..."

Her intonation suggested she was starting to wonder about my story. I'd been sarcastic far too much to have her take everything I said at face value. She was probably trying to figure out what sort of prank I'd pulled while she was away. I tried to put a pin in it by saying, "I kinda got an appointment I need to keep, actually."

"Oh! Why didn't you say so?" She started uncoiling from me.

As I climbed out and stood at the end of the bed, I said, "Thanks, I'll be back soon." To keep my lies intact, I'd need to keep my nipples a bit bigger and my ass a bit rounder. A small price to pay. The larger price would be keeping the secret of what really happened last night.

"Brady?" It was the raised intonation she used to call my name when she'd discovered I'd been leading her astray.

My heart froze in my chest as I turned around and gave her my most neutral expression. "Hmm?" I knew I'd been caught, but part of me hoped I was wrong, that I could still talk my way out of this.

"Are you wearing padding on your hips and thighs? There's no way you'd look this different in one week. What the hell is going on?"

"Yes, it's padding," I said. "I just wanted to know what I'd look like if I met my workout goals."

"Show. Me," she said. "Right. Now."

"The padding?" I tilted my head pretending she'd gotten a wild idea.

"Yes, the padding. I want to see it. Whatever you're playing at has gone on too long."

I couldn't breathe for a moment, the anxiety was trying to constrict me. "I'm late."

"Brady, show me the padding. We agreed you'd stop joking with me when I asked you to stop."

Hands shaking, heart beating so fast that I couldn't tell whether I was still alive, I unbuttoned my pants and pulled them down.

Her jaw dropped. "Your hips are wider? Were you trying to hide them from me?"

"No...I was--" I struggled to find a way to spin things, to adjust the truth, but I couldn't. Instead, I just said, "Yes," and looked at the floor. My hips probably looked all wrong to her.

She put the end of her long tail under my chin and got me to look in her eyes. "What's going on?"

"I was a drunk idiot yesterday and I was gonna fix it, but I couldn't find my damn keys and then you got home." I sighed. "Look, it's better if I get rid of the augments I got last night and not force you to pretend you like them to make me feel better."

"What?" She tilted her head. "You went to an augmentation parlor drunk?"

"Yep, and as a result, I'm pretty androgynous right now and it's probably best if you don't see my chest. My body probably just looks awkward. You probably like me as a guy, anyway." I started pulling up my pants. It was like the whole room was empty, I was empty. I wasn't even sad, I had a sense I'd let Jade down and that the whole world was dimmer with me in it. I was ugly. I was a real piece of work. The next couple weeks, I'd have to work to make up for my mistake.

"You looking androgynous isn't gonna be a problem, but I'm really confused." Jade's tail went between my legs and then looped around my tummy as if to hold me so I wouldn't suddenly run away. "Why were you drunk?"

My worry about her thinking I was ugly waned, but the tightness in my chest stayed put. I winced as I said, "I kept chickening out. So I drank until I could get myself to do it."

"Get augmented?"

I nodded. "Yeah."

"Why wouldn't you have the courage to get more augments? I'm surprised you didn't get ears and a tail months ago." Her brow was furrowed and her cobra hood sagged a bit in worry and puzzlement.

"Because I wanted to look more girly and it was such a stupid thing to want. I've always been a guy and I thought I was okay with that and then I started sucking your cocks and really liking it and wondering what it would be like to have a more feminine body and..." I gasped for air and begged my eyes not to cry. That's what my goddamn mom taught me, men don't cry. Now I was angry. So very angry! "And I realized that I was sick of keeping up the act everyone wanted me to play. I just don't feel like a man. I don't feel like the dick between my legs makes me have to pretend to like talking about sports statistics and the smell of peeling out on a parking lot and getting punched in the shoulder by other men. My hips should be wide, I should have breasts, a nice round ass, possibly a pussy, and I hate sports statistics! Hate them so much! They're so fucking boring!" At some point in my rant, I'd made a very tight fist.

Jade was crying, like tears were streaming down her face and she was sniffling. This was so far outside my expectations that I just stared at her unable to do anything. Eventually, she said, "That's exactly how I felt before I changed. God I hated punching you in the shoulder. And sports statistics are the worst!"

"I'm such an idiot! I should have read between the lines. I should have figured out I was trans ages ago. And I should have told you! Why am I so goddamn stupid?"

"You're not stupid." She pulled me toward her and ran a hand through my hair. "I didn't realize how much dysphoria I had until after I changed and it was suddenly gone." She smiled as she got an idea. "How about we just pretend it's months ago and you're telling me you're trans for the first time?"

I took a deep breath. "Jade, I'm trans." My lip quivered as I stared in her eyes. The violent twister of emotions in me should have been setting off tornado sirens. At least I didn't feel empty anymore.

She pulled me into a hug. "I love you no matter whether you look masculine, feminine, or somewhere in between. And based on the porn we like, I know our tastes align, so I bet you'll look sexy to me no matter what you choose."

I hugged back working very hard not to start bawling. No crying, Jade was already crying, I didn't need to steal the show and try to get attention. My mom again, she's the one that told me crying was just a cheap way of getting attention and that only babies or manipulative housewives should do it. She was fucking wrong, but not crying was a habit now. I tried to get into this pretend headspace where I was telling her I was trans for the first time. "Well, I definitely want to keep my cock, but I want a more feminine body overall. Breasts definitely, possibly a pussy too."

"Anything holding you back from wanting a pussy?" Jade asked.

"Umm, it's an expensive augment and I don't know if I need one to be happy." I shrugged.

"But, ideally, you'd like to be a herm?"

I blushed so much my skin felt hot and nodded shyly.

"A horse herm?" She grinned. I'd joked about it plenty of times, now she knew I hadn't actually been joking.

There was no way to prevent it. Thinking about myself as a horse herm in her arms, pressed up against her belly and breasts, got my cock to stir in my sheath.

"Want me to start using female pronouns?" She ran a finger along my cheek.

I tilted my head. "Maybe? It would be good to try them on, so to speak. But they'll only come up when you're talking to other people."

Her smile became a toothy grin as she got an idea. "How about we make a porn video where I talk to the audience? Say things like: her nipples are so hard, and, she's so tight, and, look at the big mess she made!"

With each lewd comment including "she," I felt my dick twitch and by the time Jade was done, my heartbeat was bouncing the head of my shaft against my boxer-briefs. When she poked at my prick through the fabric, I gasped and grabbed at my breasts through the ace bandages.

"Let's take a look at your chest." She let me go and grabbed the base of my shirt. "I'm betting on some cute little boobies."

Putting up my arms, I said, "They're pretty lame compared to yours."

She worked my shirt off as she spoke. "Mine are way too big. I think Vixi has a breast fetish. I didn't realize how big hers were until I had my own pair. My support bras could probably stop bullets."

"Wah wah, my breasts are too big." I rolled my eyes. "Please, there are so many women that would kill to have--"

She squeezed one of my nipples through the ace bandage and my knees went weak as I let out a sharp moan. Turning to a camera that wasn't there, she said, "Ooh, I already love her nipples." Her hands moved to where I'd secured the ace bandage and started undoing it.

Referring to me in third person like that was going to drive me crazy in no time. "You just like them because you can use them to shut me up," I teased trying to distract myself from what was about to happen. The worry over what she'd think once she saw them was making my stomach clench.

As the last of the fabric fell away, she tasted the air and ran her free hand down the front of her skirt. "Those are some top shelf knockers."

That had me laughing. It was the exact same line I'd said to her after she changed. My laughter quickly became a gasp as she put her right hand on my left tit. The supple flesh yielded to her scaly skin as my nipple ground into her palm.

"How about we get some cameras rolling and record our first sexy time after your augmentation? You can decide not to post it or we can turn off the cameras if it makes you feel to awkward." She said all this while lightly teasing my nipples.

"You know I wouldn't say no to that!" I barked out between moans.

The cameras were already in the right places, all she had to do was aim them bit and start recording. The moment she was back in front of me, she looked into one of them and said, "Look at Brady's lovely augments! Doesn't she look marvelous?"

Brady sounded odd in the same sentence as female pronouns, so I said, "You can call me Brandy, for now. We'll see if it sticks." I twirled around showing all my augments to the cameras and then made a show of pulling off my boxer-briefs. Being on video put me in this odd headspace where I was both embarrassed and trying to win over the audience. Practiced sexy flourishes were a comforting norm that helped smooth out the awkwardness I felt about my new body.

Jade was putting on a show as well, her right hand went to my breasts while her left unsnapped her skirt and underskirt before tossing them to the side. Out of the slit above her pussy poked two red cock heads. Laying a hand atop them, she thrusted against her palm. "I wish y'all could feel Brandy's breasts, they're so damn perky!

The fire in my loins raged seeing her get hard from fondling my breasts. When her thumb flicked my nipple, I bit my lip and bucked. Her tail encircled my horsecock encouraging it to come out and play.

Upping the stakes, she leaned down and kissed across my chest until her mouth found my right nipple. When she started to suck, the world fell away and I got as hard as could be. Her tongue flicked at my nipple over and over. I whined and fidgeted and yelped in pleasure until there was pre drooling from my dick. Then she switched nipples and did it all over again. By the time she stopped, I was a panting twitching mess.

Looking me over, she stroked herself. "Oh, the things I want to do to her!"

No matter how hard I pushed my lust for her cocks away, it always seemed to come back stronger. My eyes couldn't leave them, my whole body was tingling as if every inch of me was an erogenous zone. I wanted her to rub them on me, I wanted to feel her put them in...Out of reflex, I tried to put the thought away, but it did no good.

"What's going on in that brain of yours? Your cock is twitching like crazy." She tugged on it to make me gasp.

"I want you to--" It was so hard to say. My entire upbringing forbade what I was about to ask for. Now I was staring at her helplessly.

"Tell me hon, tell our viewers what you want and I'll do it." She kissed my lips and nuzzled my nose. "Anything you want, beautiful."

"Get the lube." It was indirect, but it was a start.

Her tail slithered along the floor over to her nightstand and opened it then grabbed the lube. Dropping it into her hands she said. "Now what?"

I turned around and backed toward her dicks. "P-put some between my cheeks."

"My dear Brandy, I'm beginning to think you want me to fuck you." She said this in a posh tone as she popped the lube bottle open.

Despite her playfulness, I found myself asking, "I-is that okay?"

She lubed up my pucker and the area around it saying, "It's more than okay--it's hot as hell!"

My heart was thumping so loud in my ears that I was lucky I could make out what she was saying. I couldn't think of anything to say, so I waited as she put lube on her left prick and then I backed into her. I needed to feel the cock against my ass even if it wasn't going in just yet. 

"Goddamn she's eager!" Jade made a happy groan as her hands found my hips and her body ground against me.

It was a sensation I'd been wondering about for ages and it was way better than I imagined. Hot hard flesh pulsing against the most vulnerable place on my body. I was so sensitive back there that I felt like I was on my way to orgasm simply from her left dick's lewd massage. The other shaft was sliding against my butt cheek to remind me of its presence.

"Have you used toys?" she asked.

"Yes!" I moaned. Admitting it felt so good! It had taken so much effort to hide it from her and I felt ashamed every time. Hopefully, getting stuffed by a nice thick cock on camera was gonna kill off some of that shame.

"Good!" Her tail coiled around my middle and then pushed me away from her. Then she put the head of her left cock at my entrance. "You know, you haven't said it aloud. I wanna hear you say it."

"Say what?" I would have moved back and taken her inside me, but she had me held firm.

"What you want me to do to you." She grinned.

With a blush, I said, "Come on, Jade, fuck me! Please?"

Teasing me with the tip, she asked, "Where do you want me to fuck you?"

"In the--" I couldn't complete the sentence even though I really wanted it. After a deep breath to calm myself I tried again. "In the--" 

Growing up, I'd been taught the thing I was asking for was a sin. Sure, I wasn't a guy anymore because I didn't think that fit me, but no one I grew up with would see it that way. And, for some stupid reason, their opinion mattered when I was being recorded. On top of all that, it didn't feel quite right to say it because it wasn't what I really wanted. It was close, but not quite.

That's when I got an idea: ask for the thing I really wanted. "In my pussy!"

"Even better!" Leaning forward, she said, "Here I go!" 

"AAAAHHHNNNN!" I actually made this noise as she entered, I felt like I was in a hentai video. Dicks were warm, I knew that, but her rod felt like it had a fever as it opened me up. For every little bit that entered, I was more amazed. My toys had prepared me well and her taper was perfect for this sort of penetration. The pleasure was entangled with a deep sense of fulfillment. Someone thought I was sexy enough to stick their dick inside me. Someone was fucking me. I was letting someone use my body for their own enjoyment...it was perfection.

"Time to let my tits loose!" Stopping for a moment, she pulled off her maid blouse and then took off her bra. Once her breasts were free, the end of her tail found my dick and wrapped around it. Then she pressed forward burying herself in me and grabbing further and further up my torso while wrapping me in more and more of her tail.

My cries got higher and higher pitched as she deepened our erotic embrace. As she hilted herself inside me, she leaned down and grabbed my breasts pressing her own against me. They were so pert and heavy and her scales felt so damn smooth. I'd never had her pressed up against me this way, her groin hugging the backs of my legs, her front conformed to my back. Meanwhile, I was just barely able to take all of her and was gritting my teeth as I got used to the intense pressure.

"Her pussy is ssso tight!" she said with a sultry hiss.

"Hnnnggg!" I nearly came right there, my prick jumping, my ass clenching. Only reason I hung on was because I wanted to feel her start thrusting. She must've known how close I was because she teased me with little gyrations of her hips that ground her wet pussy against my balls and her other cock against my ass cheek. 

Leaning in, she blepped my ear. "You are such a good lay!"

I moaned. "Tell them, tell them how good of a lay I am!"

"She's so fucking hot! I can't believe her cunt took every inch of me!"

Pressing myself up against her, I said, "Fuck me Jade! Fuck me hard!"

"I love hearing you beg!" She nipped at my neck.

Then, like magic, she pulled her hips back a couple inches and slammed back in. I saw fireworks, it was almost too much. She moved further back with each successive thrust into me. I knew she was testing me, seeing what I could take--I loved it! Soon she was grunting with each push forward while jacking my cock with her tail. All I could do was tremble in her coils and take it. She had me held so firm I could barely move. Her sharp nails were digging into my breasts, each hand a cage of fingers that my tits bounced around in.

My body, having had more than enough pleasure to get off, exploded. I started yelling gibberish, my flare got nice and thick, I clenched. But Jade's damn tail did the thing it did to me when she wasn't ready for me to blow. It squeezed at the base of my dick stopping my release in its tracks. I hissed through my teeth and then groaned as my body gave up and she resumed breeding me.

The next time I was gonna get off, I yelled, "Please let me cum! Please Jade!"

"No! I'm not done with your pussy yet! Feels too good to stop!" And she did it again. She'd had so much more sex than me, experimented with her body, edged herself for hours, and could go multiple times in a row with barely any breaks in between. I'd long since known I was no match for her, and that only made me want her more.

Heat built inside me until I felt like I was gonna faint. My skin felt like asphalt under the summer sun, my hands and feet ached, and my throat tickled from how hoarse it was. When I got to the edge this time, I tried to stay there and not go over, I tried to hang on just a bit longer in hopes she'd finally get off and let me do so as well.

Finally, after a half minute, she said, "Damn you Brandy! Your pussy feels too fucking good! AAARGHH!" Hearing her talk that way and knowing viewers would hear it too, made me feel fucking amazing.

As she nutted inside me, I gasped out, "Thank God!"

I clenched rhythmically around her cock as my own prepared to fire. It was so long that I could feel my jizz travel up its length. Her tail toyed with my fully-formed flare as I screamed and fired my load into the sheets. It probably sounded like someone was being murdered, but I didn't care, I was too busy grabbing the sheets so hard my knuckles turned white. Too busy having my prostate blow my mind. Too busy being swept away by the creamy throbbing sensation of Jade firing her load inside me.

She was pressed up against me so hard I was concerned we'd need a spatula to pry us apart afterwards. The more cream she lost inside me, the more I moaned. This wasn't like the orgasms I got from using toys, this was like being thrown into a wall. Nothing was under my control, my body was just a twitching pile of raw nerves.

The lake I'd made on the bed was legendary, I don't know whether I'd ever cum that much in my life. I felt dehydrated just looking at it. Jade had outdone herself. I felt cozier than ever, a limp rag doll in her scaly grasp. As her tail left my cock so it could turn off all the cameras, she nuzzled me and whispered sweet nothings into my ear like, "You're such a good lay," "I love you," "Your breasts are wonderful," and "I'd fuck you all day if I could." I returned all of them, tears slowly trickling down my face, joy overwhelming my ability to hold them back.

Someday I'd have an actual pussy, someday I'd feel even more like myself than I did right now.

I lost track of time until I was lazily looking around the room and spotted the top of her dresser. I started laughing hysterically. Cum from her other cock was dripping off seashells, starfish, and driftwood we'd collected on our trips to the beach. Her half-open panty drawer had a stream of spooge dripping into it.

When she found what I was laughing at, she sighed. "Damn it!"

* * * * *

We eventually got up and took a shower. Jade's pussy was still needing attention, so we got one of our waterproof cellphones and got a good video of me dicking her while she played with my breasts. Then, while we were panting with me balls deep inside her and my cum streaming down her scales, she said, "Crap! I just remembered I left my large roller bag in the entryway. Oh! And Vixi is gonna stop by sometime soon."

"Did my dick jog your memory?"

She laughed.

"So, why is Vixi stopping by?" 

"Her friend owns a bakery in town and she's taking a couple extra vacation days to visit him. While we were waiting to board our flight, I joked that she should tell Elliot, her friend, to bake us a pie so it would be ready when we landed. Guess what? She asked him and he actually did!"

"What kind?" I asked.

"Blackberry rhubarb." She grinned.

"That sounds amazing!" I turned the shower back on saying, "We better hurry and get your luggage. And then we can just sit and wait for our pie."

"We won't be waiting long, she's probably about to head over with it." She put her hands on my abdomen and pushed. "Time to dismount."

We moaned as we pulled away from each other, my flare dragging against her passage. As my cock head popped loose, a river of my jizz flowed down her tail. She immediately soaped up my length and cleaned it off. I washed my thick cream off of her the moment she was done with my prick.

Ten minutes later, we were clean, dry, and clothed and heading down the stairs. Jade had a maroon purse-backpack-thing on and a skirt with pockets. I was blushing because Jade had convinced me to wear the skirt and top I'd picked out earlier today. We were relieved to find her roller bag in the little area where the mailboxes were.

Grabbing her roller bag, I said, "I've got this."

"Heh, I guess we didn't need to come down together," she said.

"I don't know about you, but my mind's stuck on what we did an hour ago."

She leaned in and whispered, "I loved fucking you."

I probably looked like I had a sunburn. My blush was making my arms hot. When I opened my mouth to respond, her cellphone started to ring.

Fishing it out of her pocket, she put it up to the side of her head. "Hey!"

With my new horse ears, I could easily pick up the other end of the conversation. "Do you guys have any chocolate ice cream in your freezer?"

"Uhh, I don't know, haven't even opened the freezer since I got back. Brady, do you know?"

"No, I think there might be a tiny bit of mint chocolate chip? Wait, why would we have chocolate ice cream with pie?" I furrowed my brow.

"Did you catch that?" Jade asked.

"Yeah, I'll get some chocolate at the Aldi near your house and then hop back in the car. See you in fifteen." She hung up.

"Did she mean to say vanilla?" I asked.

"No idea." Jade shrugged.

Once we were back in the apartment, and Jade had unpacked a bit, she got a text from Vixi. "She's outside."

"I'll go meet her, I'm gonna have to explain my whole story about yesterday the moment she sees me anyway," I said.

"Good point."

My heart picked up its pace the closer I got to the first floor. When I saw Vixi just outside the front door holding a cloth shopping bag in one hand, my body felt stiff. This was the first person other than Jade that was going to see me in a skirt. My breasts really needed a bra. The closer I got, the more intently she stared through the glass door. And yep, she was looking at the little tents my nipples were making in my blouse.

When I opened the door, she said, "Brady?"

All her features mirrored Jade. She was gorgeous as ever and I had no idea what to say. Most of the time we talked business since we did videos with her and she helped promote each other's porn. I'd had sex with her in a few videos and my body couldn't tell the difference between her and Jade a lot of the time. She was more dominant than Jade, though, and her mannerisms, different coloration, and speech patterns made them easy to tell apart. 

Jade and her had made a shitload of money pretending to be herm naga sisters. I was glad Vixi had decided to monetize their resemblance rather than go after Jade legally. They made good friends and had unmistakable chemistry.

Vixi gently pushed me back from the door, free hand on my shoulder as she came through. "You look like you just saw a naga for the first time?"

"Y-yeah. Sorry, I'm not used to the fact that I look different." I sighed.

"I bet our fans will love any and all augments you got." She kissed my cheek. "The hips, face, breasts, ears, and tail look fantastic on you, hon. If we weren't in the hallway, I'd be pulling up your shirt to see those nice big nipples."

"I-uh-thanks," I said.

"Pronouns?" she asked.

"So far, being called 'she,' and 'Brandy,' feels really good," I said.

Vixi smiled. "Brandy's cute, it's like you repurposed Jade's N."

Jade and I busted out laughing.

Vixi moved closer to me and spoke quietly. "Did you get a pussy?"

I shook my head.

"But you want one?" She grinned showing all her teeth.

I nodded. "Too expensive, though."

"Nonsense. If you want one, I'll see to it that you get one." She grabbed my hand and started leading me to the stairs.

Blinking as my feet were forced to start moving, I said, "What?"

"More herms, more combinations, more sex positions, more money. I've been wanting to add another herm to our videos for ages and I know how to make your augments tax deductible."

"Tax deductible?" I asked.

She nodded. "With augments, if you get them to help do your job, you can deduct the cost on your taxes. Well, with sexual augments, only up to seventy percent, but I'll help figure out financials. I'm sure we can come up with some sort of business agreement that sees me getting paid back."

"Are you serious? You'd just help me like that?" My mind was still catching up, but my body knew exactly what was going on--I was getting hard for the third time that day. But my boner came with some shame. It wasn't normal to be a guy and want a cunt this much. There was something wrong with me...I made a fist with my free hand as I tried to shoo that line of thinking out of my head.

"You're a smart business partner--one of the sharpest people I know. Stop acting like you don't deserve this," she said as she opened the door to our apartment.

"But, but you're not even surprised that I want one?" I asked.

"Brandy, please, I could see you were trans from a mile away."

"You could?" I said as I stepped inside the door. Just how much of a sissy was I that she could tell what I wanted even before I did. Maybe I was bad at being a guy and that's why I wanted to be a girl. Fuck my goddamned brain! I pushed down an urge to ram my head right into the door as I listened to Vixi's reply.

"No one has interrogated me as thoroughly on my trans feelings as you have. All those times you were distracted on your phone looking up augmentation parlors? You even asked me which parlor I'd gotten my changes at and were overjoyed when you found out there was a Yttrium only a few miles from your apartment."

It was a slight relief that she'd noticed things like that and not me being girly. And I also felt bad that that was reassuring. Why couldn't I act girly if I wanted to? 

"Wait, he, I mean she, was asking you all that stuff?" Jade tilted her head.

"Yeah, but I don't share that sort of thing. I figure if people want each other to know stuff, they'll tell each other." She set the bag on the counter. "So, Brandy, I'm assuming you want an equine pussy and horse herm augment body?"

"Yes!" I said and then put my hands over my mouth. My nervousness was swiftly dissipating and in its wake was arousal so fierce I was straining my custom boxer briefs. And at the same time, I could barely keep myself from jumping around the room yelling "Yes" and "Hell Yes!"

As Vixi proceeded to explain the stuff about the tax exemption and her wish to help finance my augmentations to Jade, my thoughts darkened. That this was all too good to be true. That there was no way I'd ever pull it off. I'd fail at being a herm just as much as I failed at being a guy! No! Vixi didn't seem to think I acted girly. So, I'd succeeded at being a guy. But I didn't want to succeed at that! Shit! What was going on in my head? I tried to push those feelings away, but they clung to me.

I pasted a smile onto my face defying my doubt and filled my mind with images of Vixi fucking me while I sucked on Jade's dicks. God, my penis felt good as it slid out of my boxer briefs and down the side of my leg.

Vixi was now addressing me. "Yttrium allows filming of their process and they work with the porn industry a lot, I think I could convince them to let us make a porno of your augmentation. You'd get a long way toward paying me back by letting me film you and then doing some porn videos with me, and all three of us, after you changed. But if you prefer not to be filmed while you are being changed, I'm sure we--"

It was overwhelmingly erotic to think about. So much so that I was forced to interrupt her by pulling down my briefs so I wouldn't pop a seam. My dick sprung up, flare extending past the edge of my skirt. "Let's do it!" I said.

Jade's scaly cheeks were darkened by a blush.

Vixi grabbed my cock with her right hand saying, "Dibs!"

My chest tightened so much that I winced. All the thoughts I'd been trying to distance myself rode a wave of doubt right back into the center of my mind. I'd never been this horny and conflicted at the same time. The room started to spin. Could I really just go in and come out a horse herm? Was that even doable? Wouldn't it screw up my life? There'd be no way to hide being a horse augment or the larger breasts I wanted. And my package was nearly impossible to hide. Everyone would know I was a herm just by looking at me.

Jade pulled the ice cream out of the shopping bag saying, "You two can totally use my bed to fuck, but only after Vixi explains why we're eating the pie with chocolate ice cream!"

"Elliot seasoned the pie with chocolate ice cream in mind. There's a bit of orange peel and some other stuff. Satisfied? Can I fuck your girlfriend now?" Vixi asked.

"Only if you let me join in," Jade said as she put the ice cream in the fridge.

As I got to the bed, my brain decided to full-on fuck with me. There was probably only one thought that could have eviscerated my joy at that moment and it was: "What would my family think?"

Instead of jumping onto Jade's bed, I sat on the end and looked at the two beautiful busty nagas that were wanting a roll in the sheets with me. "Oh God. I think I'm gonna--" I started hyperventilating again. There was just too much going on in my head, I couldn't hold onto my thoughts. They all whizzed by so fast that they cut me when I tried to grab onto them. So much horniness, so much shame, and so much doubt.

Jade grabbed a plastic bag and balled it up before tossing it to Vixi, who shook it open and handed it to me. I grabbed it and started breathing into it just as the edges of my vision got dark. It took a while for me to get my breathing under control and calm down enough to speak. Vixi's tight hug did wonders. Jade soon joined in and I had them each at my side. Twin nagas, my two best friends.

Handing the bag to Jade, I said, "I still haven't told my family. They would have a problem with how I look now already. If I become a horse, they won't even recognize me."

They loosened their grip on me a bit now that I was in the clear and talking.

Jade said, "Well, you have two choices. You tell them before or after. If you tell them before, I doubt you'll get their permission. Well, not from everyone. From what you've told me about your dad, I think he might be okay with it? But the rest? I have no idea." 

"But if I don't tell them ahead of time and show up as a horse herm for Thanksgiving, they'll kick me out of the house. My mom would probably forbid my dad from talking to me." I grabbed at the hem of my skirt and pulled. I bit back tears as I said, "Fuck!" My family could ruin any moment. They were a wrecking ball that swung back and forth knocking down whatever happiness I built.

Vixi said, "Your mom can do that?"

"Yeah, my dad lets her run his life." I shook my head.

"Wow." Vixi started massaging away the tension in my neck with her right hand. "I'm sorry."

Jade put an arm around my waist and tugged me against her side. "Do you care about maintaining a relationship with them now that you know what you want for yourself?"

I huffed and moved my shoulders around enjoying Vixi's massage. "I just feel that if I don't give them a chance, I'll regret it. Who knows? My dad and sister might stand up to my mom. It's about as likely as the moon suddenly falling from the sky, but I don't know what else to do. I don't want to just cut them all out of my life preemptively."

"Well, if you want to try and talk to them, I'll support you any way I can," Jade said.

"Thanks," I put my arm around her.

"Yeah, same for me. My family was pretty open minded, but my uncle went nuclear over it so I might have some helpful insights," Vixi said.

"My family's a bunch of hippies. If your family is all evil about this, I'll let you borrow my family whenever you like," Jade gave me a squeeze.

And just like that I was jealous of Jade again. She was so damn lucky! When she told her family about her changes, they were weirded out at first, but once they adjusted, they acted like she'd been a herm naga all her life. I'd consider it a win if my family didn't toss me out on my ass the moment I told them I had breasts.

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