February Rewards Done + Info (Patreon)
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Hey guys just wanted to let you know February rewards are completely finished now so if you haven't received and you thought you were going to get rewards, let me know and I can help you out.
Also I wrote this a few days ago, heres a brief thought I wanted to share:
Sorry for all these delays over the past year. Honestly everything just been really hard throughout. I appreciate everyone that tells me to take my time and take breaks and I wish I could but I feel like i can't. I don't want to get into details about it, I'm healthy physically so it's not medical but I'm just In a certain position where I need to like.. idk how to explain but I need to work very hard and very fast and lately I've just been feeling the pressure of the fact that "time running out" and I don't really know how to approach and deal with this and it's just all really really really stressful on myself which in turn makes me sleep less and work slower which counters the goal I need to reach which is to work more and the cycle is just making me sad to be honest but I feel like I have no other choice and that failing will just make me sad as well so I just gotta keep trying.
It's my personal life and morality so none of you should worry about it but I just type this out to share with you where I'm at because I know I'm not performing the way everyone is use to or expects but I'm trying to get back to the place where I did :)
Also I think I said this last time but for real im gonna stop talking about anxiety and delays and stuff. This is not an environment for my personal problems and my mis-estimations, I dont wanna hear it here, you guys might care but you don't need to be hearing about it all the time either and so I just wanna get back to everything the way it use to be which is purely just male focused artworks and not Gasai problems lmfaoo
Regardless, im confident and motivated to make everything work out so the future feels bright. Thank you thank you I appreciate everything and never think I don't.
Excited for March artworks!
Edit: Overall Im fine im in a great position in a great country with great family and a great job. All that just to say I appreciate you guys being patient with me and I TRUELY am working on perfecting the process of this patreon <3