Apologize to All Patrons (Patreon)

Dear Patrons.

I am so sorry for being inactive the last couple months withot informing you in advance.

I've been strugling with depression for years and never pay attention to it up until recently it flaring up because many bad things happens. Finally, i push myself to go to psychiatrist. Been on medications and therapy for awhile. Now i'm still fixing my condition while trying to wean off the medications, since i hate to take drugs and its side effects. i think its probably better to cope with my depression in safest and comfortable way. 

Again, i am so sorry that this is affecting you and i should've pause the upcoming billing. But beside that, i'm really thankful for all of you whos stayed to be my patron. For now, eventhough i can't promise that i will post many rewards for you, i promise that i will do my best to be more productive again. Besides, being active and productive is one of my therapy.

I hope you guys can bear with me, and wish me luck with my recovery. I really appreciate you support and i feel bad for not doing much as return. I also apologize for not being responsive on informative to you all. Actually i'm not a talkactive type if i'm not engaging a direct conversation.

I am ashame for myself for neglecting my patrons for long time without announcement, yet i do proud to survived my depression for so long. And i can't thank you enough for being with me and support me all this time. It means a lot to me. 

I know my recovery will be harder and take longer time without proper and continuation of the medication, plus my life condition is not going better. But i hope i can do it with the support from all of you.

Regards - Max/Mel
Note: the attachement is just a pic of my medications, the Antidepressant and the Sleeping pill.