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We've been friends since we started our English Literature course, we go to the library to study for your next essay together and while reading Midsummer Nights Dream I can't keep my feelings in anymore.

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Becky Howling

I wish it was easy to confess feelings, cos it's true isn't it, its the fear of ruining things with the person you love because in your head, how could that person possibly like me back when there them and i'm just, me and it's just very scary, you know?

Gilly

“I told you I love you and now I’m beatboxing” I just find that so charming.

Becky Howling

I want to give some context for my above comment, after listening to the audio again I read what I put and realised without meaning too that I was talking about myself towards the end of it. Here's why. I've never felt good enough for anyone platonically or romantically, especially romantic wise and the last person I did confess too was the abusive friend I have mentioned before and after I did confess to him, he just walked away without a word, in the end, the last thing he said to me was that I was dead to him! That feeling of being worthless and unlovable got worse over the years. It's really hard healing all of the hurt n' heartache I've had for so long but I do know that my self worth is and will continue to slowly grow because, I won't ever give up on myself again!