*sigh* (Patreon)

sorry for radio silence, again yesh. after resolving the issue with the apartment, I thought that it would get better, because the biggest problem would go away, but no, it got worse. at first it seemed to be good, but then it got worse, now I'm here. complete apathy and emptiness in the head. I don't know what to do and why. I just exist, eat and sleep. my sleep routine is fucked up.  I sleep during the day, stay awake at night, or vice versa. body goes crazy. I do not clean the apartment (it's not so bad of course) but still.

it all looks like some serious mental problems, but I don't know who to turn to.

again sorry for the lack of content.
yes, I understand that you are not here to listen to the complaints of a person with mental problems, I would just like to tell you why I do not post anything.

I will understand if you unsubscribe, but I will be grateful to the rest because at the moment the patreon is my only source of income and I can at least buy food.