🌙 AN UPDATE (Patreon)

Hello everyone,

I haven't been as active as I wanted to this week.
I haven't felt in the right mood to react to music videos and other type of performance content. Haven't felt excited about it even though I've wanted to? It's not how I usually feel so I decided to wait, relax and focus on what I feel like reacting to instead - which has been variety stuff, k-dramas and dating shows basically lol.
I turn the camera on and scroll through all the stuff I should be reacting to but I can't bring myself to do it. I hate when it's like that, just staring at the screen and wanting to react but THE MOOD is just not there. This is what it feels like 

There's not really a specific reason to why I feel like this, maybe I feel a little overworked. I think the best thing I can do is to not force it and give myself some time. Since the new year I have been regularly doing yoga, going to the gym, eating well, journaling which feels really rewarding! But I'm sick of the cold weather, it's been over -20c for way too long now. I can't wait for spring. At least the days are getting brighter.

During this "break" from reacting I've also been freeing up some Patreon Video storage by uploading some content to YouTube as unlisted links because I'm running low on space. Very boring. The thumbnails don't even work after doing that. They look like sad little empty boxes. NOT CUTE! Totally ruins my inspiration and creativity.
I'm still looking for good alternatives to Patreon Video but I haven't found any good ones. A lot of stuff gets blocked which is the main issue with uploading to YouTube even as unlisted. Google drive is not great. Streamable doesn't work everywhere. Vimeo is expensive with a weekly limit. Patreon Video is perfect but the storage limit is so annoying! Like who do I have to fuck to get unlimited storage? JOHAN MOON NEEDS SPACE - PUN INTENDED

I'm still planning to make my 2023 FAVOURITES & 2024 PLANS video but I don't want to feel stressed about it (which is hard) because I'm tryING TO RELAX!!!!!!
I'm hoping to catch up with some recent releases (SISTAR19, ITZY, NMIXX) this weekend but I won't force it. Really looking forward to EVNNE comeback and TWS debut on Monday! There's a lot of things I want to react to but I can't react to everything so please consider becoming a LUNAR patron and request it if there's something you really want me to react to. (you can always leave suggestions especially in the poll comments!!! and when I ask for suggestions ofcourse AND ALWAYS)

Anyway, I just wanted to let you all know~
I hope you're all doing well, let me know if you have any plans for the weekend! How are your guys' 2024 treating you so far? I want to start streaming on twitch again because I miss being able to talk to my community like I can during a livestream with the chat WHICH IS ALSO SOMETHING I WANT TO TALK ABOUT IN MY 2024 PLANS VIDEO!!! I WANT TO STREAM AGAIN but pressing that go live button is so hard especially because it's been like a year since I last did it but... soon! I will! https://www.twitch.tv/johanmoon btw

Goodbye 💙 Love you all 🫂