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I need to tell you something and I'll go live this afternoon! (Patreon)

Published:
2020-09-08 07:52:11
Imported:
2021-08

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Without going into detail I want to tell you what's on my heart and what's happening. Why maybe my videos haven't been how they used to. I want to tell you what's up and suggest some solutions.

End of the afternoon I'll go live on YouTube! (In the video I say live tomorrow, I meant today.)

If you are waiting for your request: I've had to get a new editing program and I've had a LOT of trouble with it. I needed to learn a lot about the program (I know a lot of them and hadn't expected this much adjustment time needed). And then the exporting didn't work. I've spent days of work on it. I've finally discovered I need to buy a new GPU for it, that's why it doesn't work. So I'm buying that with my Patreon money and will have it installed and expect to be up and running again with my edits in about 2 weeks. My apologies for the delay!

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Confessions of a troubled heart

Without going into detail I want to tell you what's on my heart and what's happening. Why maybe my videos haven't been how they used to.

Comments

eric ortiz

Hi Tess! You should feel bad about your lack of activity due to stress and your health. Remember you and your family’s wellbeing comes first before anything else. Your heart is one of a few major organs that should never be taken lightly especially when issues arise with it. It sounds like you have a backlog of videos you can still upload, so I don’t believe anyone would particularly care if you aren’t energetic in those videos. As for taking a break and either downgrading tiers or pausing payments all together, I can only speak for myself when I say I wouldn’t mind pausing all together. I personally think you need a couple of months to focus on your health. If people are negative about that decision, then that is their problem. Let them whine. But I also want to still give you support. End of the day, do what is best for you regardless of how others feel. I hope your health improves and you can relax.

ASMRtists
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That's so well said, wise and sweet of you, Eric. Thank you so much for that. It really helps me figure out what is best. I've seen my doctor again yesterday and will be doing a lot more now so I hope that will give quick results. If it's something physical causing me to feel like this, all the meditation and workouts in the world won't fix it. :) Thank you so much for your kindness, understanding and support. It really means a LOT. &lt;3 Big hug for you.