Some thoughts (Patreon)
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I feel very weird. I stopped drawing everyday arts like I have been in the previous two months because I feel guilty in front of Patrons and commissioners. And to be honest with you my productivity dropped down very hard. I'm not sure what I have to do, maybe I need to get back to drawing sketches every day, but I just want to please everybody.
So I think I just ask you guys, are you happy with the last two months? My Patreon's growth has been very good in those months, but I feel like I did less for you. I don't know why, but I need to post stuff public, somehow I receive energy from that, and this energy gives me the strength to draw commissions and Patreon stuff and drawing in general. But also I can understand if people get mad at me because they see all these non-commission arts and Ask themself - Does he actually draw what I paid for? Those thoughts make me nervous, so be free to say your opinion on that. You can DM me if you don't want to share your thoughts in public. I want to make my Patreon as good as possible and I don't want anyone to feel cheated.
Sorry for all this. Maybe it's a season thing or I'm getting crazy because of the Covid situation. I just want to clear this