Hi... Neighbor - Chapter 59 (Patreon)

Chapter 59

“You´re taken care for… You´re taken care for…” Echoed inside his mind.

Surrounded by the darkness of the night, Colin´s dreams were in fact closer to nightmares right now. He couldn´t quite see anything there, but he could heat a voice. Lillian´s voice. And, even though it was a sweet caring tone, her words were not as soothing as he would´ve wanted. Even if she did say things that way.

“Colin, come with me… you know you want to…” She was pushing him, in his dreams!

After Lillian was a bit more straight with him, things haven´t been the same. Well, they have, except for those times when he´s alone.

When they are together, she´s all kind and sweet. Showing him, clearly, all the good things about moving in with her. However, when he´s home, alone. His mind often creates these scenarios. These words. Playing tricks on him. Haunting him to make a decision!

“Come on, sweetheart. You know I´m good for you…” her words, Colin was already sweating. His forehead, then, the more Lillian spoke, the more he sweat.

His face was all covered with sweat. His chest, even his stomach. His back. His clothes were soaked. He needed to wake up, but it was hard. He wasn´t aware he needed to, not even that he was asleep. All he could do was to listen, to pay attention to what she had to say.

To listen to the words of Lillian´s voice. He couldn´t see her, in fact, he couldn´t see a thing, at first. But tonight, it might change a little…

This wasn´t the first night it happens. But it hasn´t happened so much either. After his last chat with Lillian, at least the serious one. Things were not as back to normal as he would´ve wanted. Now, he was certain she wanted him to move in. Sure enough she liked him. But, was he ready?

If she had asked him before, way back, then he would´ve agreed. Thought of it, but not too much, and accepted. Even if she had asked him on the first day they talked, her chances would´ve been bigger than they are now.

What are his reasons not to want to move in with a woman that, surely, can take care of him? Well, that´s the exact thing. Change. He´s afraid of change. Things have been changing so much, and so fast!

He measured himself the other day, the good thing is, his height had kept the same, but he´s concerned. Colin´s all the way down to 4´3”, which means, he´s almost lost TWO whole feet in height! TWO!!!

Life´s not easy. He feels he might lose his job. His apartment. Lillian´s kind for helping him out, but what if he loses her too?

With no income, no job, with nothing in his name, how will she react? Is she really going to look after an unemployed, and shrinking, man? For real?

He´s afraid, one of these days, he might lose her too. What will he do if that happens? Who will he run to? And the other thing is, can he run to someone? Will someone be as kind as Lillian?

Friends? Family? Will they understand?

Colin felt as if he was alone in this. And it all made him just paranoid. Not too much, but he was concerned about the things in life he thought for granted.

Soon enough, Lillian´s words inside his dream became a bit more intense. Pushing him into a quicker decision…

“Come on, what´s holding you, honey?” She said, now, materializing herself in his dream.

The sight of the big, sexy, voluptuous amazon made him quiver. And what made him quiver the most were her words.

“Don´t you like me, Colin?” and now, he replied.

“Y-Yes! I… I do!” He answered.

“And why doesn´t it feel that way? Why don´t you want to move in with me? Is something wrong with me, honey?” She asked.

“I… I…” Was he pushing her away? Well, of course, if he doesn´t act fast, she´ll lost interest. Thinking he´s the one who´s not interested.

“What´s the matter? Am I too tall? Are my boobs too big? Oh! Do you think I´m FAT!?” Things he didn´t really thought, but he thought, sometime when he first met her, that she´s above the average in those… areas.

“No! Of course not! You´re gorgeous!” He answered. Pleading for her not to think that way.

“Then, why haven´t you moved in with me! I have plenty of love for you. Care. I´ll keep you warm. I´ll keep you happy. Colin, why are you doing this!” Then, things were starting to change.

Inside his mind, what seemed to be an empty space, nothing surrounding Lillian, it all changed.

The more she talked, the more things started to change. And as she looks more upset, so does the, let´s say, environment around them.

Soon, the floor, what he now acknowledged as the floor, started to tremble, to break up. Cracks were starting to appear. Red ones in the darkness of the floors. Were they… glowing? Was the floor glowing? Something shinning in between those cracks?

As he turned his attention at the floor, Lillian kept talking. In fact, screaming now.

“Look at me, Colin!” And so he did. Scared of this all. Scared of her!

She was causing this! How? How could she do something like this? He didn´t even thought about it, she was so monumental that he thought she was also a force of nature.

Soon, he learned that the glow beneath the cracks on the floor was actually lava! Things were starting to heat up. Steam was coming out of them. Surrounding Lillian to, as she now was the epicenter of this all.

“Make up your mind, Colin! I can´t wait for you forever!” Were her eyes glowing too?

Colin stumbled and fell as the floor was trembling harder and harder.

“I want an answer, NOW!!!” Soon, the floor beneath him started to shatter, and then, just then, it all broke down.

Colin was falling into the abysm. Falling into the molten lava. All because he couldn´t decide…

No! No!! NOOOOO!!!!” He screamed, looking down at his final destination. Lava. This was it, the end. But, he never really stopped to think why it didn´t felt hot, right? Lava´s very, VERY, hot. After all, it´s melted rock, it should feel as if he was in the hottest of furnaces. Didn´t that cross his mind?

To be fair, he was actually hot, in the real world. And, also, he was actually falling. As he screamed before meeting his doom, Colin was falling down from the bed.

“Ugh!” He said as his body met the floor next to his bed. It wasn´t the nicest feeling, but at least it wasn´t lava.

“Oh, I… that was a dream…” What a relieve. But even of he wasn´t falling into a valley of lava, that dream wasn´t all fake.

It had a lesson. Or at least it was calling for his attention into one thing. He´s considered, thought of, been haunted by if you like; he´s concerned about how much of a change this will be to him, but has he ever considered Lillian´s feelings?

How she feels as there´s a constant need for her to ask?

“She understands I´m not in… a good place right now, right?” He thought, but, does she? And, isn´t she offering him a good place to be? Where he´s cared for? Where he receives attention?

Has he ever considered what she wants? It´s not like he´s going to put her opinion way on top of his, or ignore anything he knows just because of what she says. However, doesn´t she have a say in this?

She does, and she has already shared her thoughts, but, he hasn´t exactly taken them in mind.

Colin has heard and acknowledged her thoughts, her words. But he hasn´t actually read between the lines. He hasn´t thought of how she´s feeling.

She´s a woman who´s willing to take care of a shrinking man. How many other women would immediately kick him away? If this is hard for him, then it must be hard for her too.

She´s willing to watch her lover shrink, slowly diminish into, possibly, nothing. To shrink out of existence. He´s hoping that doesn´t happen, but he´s kept it as a possibility.

Now, if she´s willing to go through all this, shouldn’t he consider her opinion a bit more? Well, she´s surely eager, so, instead of her opinion, shouldn´t he think too in the way she feels?

He called her, not immediately since he woke up in the middle of the night. But in his earliest chance, he called her and scheduled a date. Her pick.

And Lillian made sure to pick somewhere nice. Not all has to be sex and boobs with him. Plus, she´s on the “Show how sweet I am” plan so… she chose the park.

Colin couldn’t believe her looks as they walked into the park. Lillian was HUGE! And by that I mean a huge beauty!

She didn´t have to try too hard to dress to impress. Anything, literally anything, she wore made her look outstanding! Starting for her boobs. Lillian was wearing a dress and a cardigan, and still, her boobs looked amazing!

Her cardigan was well pushed away by her hulking breasts. And the top of her dress, which was actually an apron dress, showed too much cleavage. It was hard for the dress to contain her voluptuous curves. Her breasts pushed the top quite a lot, enough for a deep line of cleavage to be sensuously displayed.

And allow him to see, well barely since her breasts were way too high for him now, to get a glimpse at how they bounced. It was heavily, and also heavenly.

“Uhm… I… I like your dress.” Colin said, a bit shyly. Looking at her pastel yellow dress.

“Thank you, honey!” She said, with a smile, “I like it too. But, between you and I… this is supposed to be a long dress, you know… It should make it all the way down to my ankles. But I guess I´m a bit too tall for that, hehe.”

For real? Was she for real? The dress wasn´t even close to the ankle. In fact, it was barely below her knees!

Colin had a nice look at Lillian´s, unintentionally exposed, calves. How thick and sexy they were. And she was also wearing sandals, giving her this fresh, summer look. Well, spring look, due to the cardigan.

She had an idea in mind, a picnic. Something nice and easy. And she packed a lot of food for herself. Plus, some for him too.

Can you imagine if she went all: “Are you thirsty?” with her massive breasts at the park? That would certainly be too much. Therefore, she packed a sandwich for him. And like three for herself. Not too much…

“Would you… like me to help you with the basket?” He asked, looking at the basket she held with her right arm as she held her purse on her same shoulder.

“Oh no, it´s ok, honey. I got it.” She said.

“Don´t worry. I… I don´t mind.” He insisted.

“You´re so kind, but for real. It´s fine. Besides, I think it´s a bit hard for you. I´ve packed a lot of food. Plus, the sheet. And a lot of water. For real, it´s ok.” So, she doesn´t think he can carry it? Is he really that pathetic now?

He wasn´t going to let this ruin their date. Still, it did hurt his ego a little. Shouldn´t men take care of the heavy stuff? It had always been like that for him. But he needs to remember that, he´s no longer the 6´2” hunk he was. Plus, Lillian´s way bigger than he´s ever been so… between them both, she´s the strong one…

“I think we should settle here.” Lillian said. “I like the view. There´s not much people. Plus, we´ve got a big tree that provides us with some shade. We wouldn´t want you to get sunburned, right, dear?” She thought of everything, plus, she was super attentive there.

“Well, I think you´re right, this place looks good.” And so, they settled.

Colin can´t lie, he was a bit worried about her mentioning the move-in. He didn´t want her to say anything before he did. If she needs to remind him of it again, then that´s not going to make her very happy.

Now, he´s concerned it might hurt her feelings. He hasn´t said yes, or no. He´s been just buying himself time. Postponing the inevitable. He knows that, sooner or later, he´s going to have to give her an answer. And if it´s not the answer she´s looking for…

He´s no longer afraid of her getting mad. Well, he kind of is. Which explains the nightmare he had. But now, there´s something else in his mind, what about her feelings? She´s been so nice, so sweet; plus, so hot! How would she feel? As if they are not together?

As if they are just… fooling around? She´s older than him, which means, she must be looking for something serious. What if she finds out he´s not serious? He is, for real. He does love her, but if his rejection of her offer makes her feel as if he doesn´t, then he might lose that one person who´s willing to go down the path with him…

“So, I know this might sound a bit too early for it but…” his heart skipped a beat, he was hoping she didn’t say anything about moving in with her. Not yet! “Would you like to eat? Are you feeling hungry or… should we wait a bit more?” Well, that was close.

He felt relieved. “Uhm… maybe later? I´m not… not that hungry.”

“Oh, ok. No worries. I´ll just settle the picnic sheet and we can just lie down. Ok?” She can´t lie, she´s hungry. A big lady like her needs to eat, and in her case, that´s up to six times a day. And now, it´s about time for meal number three. But she´ll wait. For him.

After all, it´s all about little sacrifices to make things work. Right? Hopefully, her stomach won´t grumble in a while. Else, she might give it up…

Lillian pulled the sheet out of the basket, just settled everything, and then placed the basket on the side.

She laid down, slowly. Colin had a hard time not gawking at the motion of her body. How could someone so big move so sensuously? And her curves, the way she moves, how she makes her boobs quake and bounce as she moves. That sends quivers down his spine, the right type of quivers…

“Everything´s ready, sweetheart. Why don´t you come and lay next to me? Let´s just look for shapes on these clouds, shall we?” Colin smiled.

This was nice and easy. Well, the idea of the clouds was, however, laying next to her sexy, big and luscious body. That might get him a bit aroused. Well, not too much. As long as he´s just laying there.

However, if she touches him, then he might get a bit too excited about it. After all, her touch is so… sexy. Firm, smooth, soft, easy. She´s just all that and more.

Lillian´s the type of lady that can give you warm on a cold day. Love on a sad day. Attention. She´s just so considerate… he´s lucky to have her. Or, is he?

After all, Colin´s down to 4´3” just because he met her. Something she cannot tell.

Lillian can´t deny she feels a bit guilty. There´s a small voice inside her head that just says: “He´s so nice, how could you do this to him? Don´t you think it´s about time to tell him he´s shrinking because of you? Or, do you want him to lose his mind first?” She cannot shut that voice.

However, there´s a louder voice that just screams: “DON´T!!! Just lure him more! He´s already into you! You only need a little more time and he´ll be attached to you like glue! And then, he´ll never leave you. Not even if you confess you did this to him. There´s even a chance he ignores it and just holds on to you even more…” That voice was quite persuasive.

But she still felt guilty about it. Therefore, aside of pushing him more into her, so that he can tell she´s clearly his best choice. She´s also being sweet…

“Come here, don´t be shy.” She said as he lied on the picnic sheet. Next to him, but not as close as she would´ve wanted him to.

Lillian extended her large, long arm around him, and gently, pulled him. She was impressively strong, but he´s such light weight now. And she´s a heavy, HEAVY weight so… she´s logically stronger.

Still, her body, it doesn´t feel menacing, or dangerous. When she´s around, when she´s holding him, Colin doesn´t feel threatened. He doesn´t feel as if she could break him apart, instead, he feels… sheltered.

She´s such a big, strong amazon, and yet, she´s so nice and gentle around him. With her arm around him, he feels loved. Protected even. Nothing can go wrong, nothing can hurt him, no one can. As long as he´s with Lillian, she´ll make sure he´s cared for.

After all, isn´t that what she said? What she promised?

Colin just accommodated next to her sensuous, fleshy body. Closed his eyes and tried to picture how things will be with her. Perhaps, moving in wouldn´t be so bad, right?