scene 47 (302 – 307) + summary (Patreon)

update time 🌸 as I mentioned I've prepared a summary of the whole plot for you, in case you need a memory refresher!

Not included in the summary are scene 45 and 46, which is the conversation between Robin and Martha (they're not available for public yet, that's why I didn't include them). Short version: Robin comes to visit Noah, but Noah isn't home yet. Robin tells Martha that he has a boyfriend and he asks her not to tell his parents, because he doesn't know how they'll react to it.

quick access to all flashback scenes:
scene 41, scene 42, scene 43, scene 44, scene 45, scene 46 

quick access to all scenes: early bird scenes sorted

About the new scene, I'm very happy with it and I can't really describe how it makes me feel to have the pages in front of me, finished. I think I've never been so proud of a scene before – completely unrelated to the actual result – it's more like a general feeling. I like how the pages turned out, but that's not really it... part of me just wants to cry happy tears because progressing the comic felt so out of reach some months ago. This scene means a lot to me and always will because of that. The comic really is a reflection of how I felt during different times of my life, and it captures moments for me, good and bad. When I look at my pages I see a lot of things, way beyond the actual drawings ;; When I did the summary and went through the whole plot it was a good thing for me, too. I noticed how I've made peace with some parts – parts I used to have negative feelings towards, parts where I used to feel regret that I wrote it a certain way because some readers misunderstood the intend, and so on. Those parts, flaws and all, belong to the story and make it to what it is. And it's a nice feeling to see all the things I had planned from the start slowly coming together and make more sense.

OKAY BUT, all the emotional stuff aside 🥴

It was super fun to draw and I'm just really excited to finally throw our boys at you again~

I hope you like it, too! I love you so much 💜