comic progress (scene 45) 🌿 etc. (Patreon)

the scene is slowly coming together! i will probably upload the scene in two parts again, the first 2 or 3 pages this month and the other pages early next month! public update is planned for this week, too!

i have a small tidbit for the second panel, too. Noah's surname is Süßholz. that's german and literally means "sweet wood" - but it's also the plant (with beautiful flowers and all) from which they get licorice. now i must confess i'm not the biggest fan of licorice, but i really like the neutral name "Süßholz" so i chose this one for him and his family 🌿

Robin's surname is Morgenstern. that's german and means "morning star" 🌟 both of the surnames aren't super common but they do exist (one of my friend's surname is Morgenstern) and i wanted to have fitting ones for them!

soo, what else ;;

the good news are that for some reason i see a lot of improvement when it comes to my drawing skills. maybe not exactly in how it looks but i notice that i have not such a hard time with lining currently and sketching works really well, too. i can't draw very often but every time i do then it works quite well, so in a shorter time i can get something done, and that really gives me a small push every time! 

the bad news are that i see not much improvement with my health, like... time to be realistic. i said i hope i will be better in a few weeks. now i just hope i will be better in a few months. feeling dizzy is my default state currently, unfortunately. but i can't even be frustrated about it anymore. it's just like it is and when the dizzy waves come i just let them wash over me and then when it's a bit better i continue with whatever i just was about to do! i really should go for a check up in early April to get tested again and to see if the meds even work, but i don't know if i can because of the current world situation ;; but i try to distract myself and wait.  

i know i ask a lot of you to be so patient with me ;; but i have hope that it will be okay. and i will not stop with the comic or put it on hold or go on hiatus, i really don't want that... it's the one kind of stability i really need right now. working on this project, drawing, writing, and seeing small progress and your reactions. and because i know my readers are waiting for the continuation it gives me extra motivation

it's just that i can't guarantee anything, like i don't know how many pages i'm able to do or if i can finish whole scenes at once, so i don't want to lie to you and promise you a lot of content. but i will always show the pages i have done! and try to show wips and also sometimes give you sketch collections etc.

all pages that will be posted from now on will be really interesting and reveal a lot, that's something i can tell you for sure 💙 ;; 

thank you so much for your support always, it means so much to me. i can't thank you enough. 💕 please stay safe i love you