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Feeling all my feelings today. It's proving harder than I thought, to be on my own.

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TMI TUESDAY 10/26/2021

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MichaelD8393 .

A week later, and it’s my turn to have all the feels. Glad to hear Mia tell us we all need to feel this way.

Anonymous

I really appreciate you sharing! I’m also very happy I joined your Patreon l. I should have joined when you first started it, but I’m here now. I wanted to tell you that after watching your video that I get it. I get that you had these plans which relied on others and those plans changed, those people changed and quite frankly, it sucks. It sucks when you love someone and you want the world for someone and they don’t want it for themselves. You try and try and try but it’s so damn exhausting sometimes and your feelings are valid, you start to figured out why you’re upset and crying and justify that you have all these wonderful things and should be grateful. It sucks, being alone. Your light to everyone no matter if your expressing sorrow. I wish I could be that exposed to myself. I envy it. I’m compassionate and vulnerable to others, but when it comes to me, I hard shell every time. You don’t, you tell yourself like it is, this is me, take it or leave it. It’s beautiful. The truth is, I’m disappointed for you. I always wanted a perfect story of love and romance and you enjoying life in the sunset. There were times when I would go to your feeds and just wish that frame could stay for eternity. The glimpse of joy of happiness and peace on your amazing cat face. I know things have to change in life, I know it’s part of growth, but for a small fraction of time, I wish it could have been the same for you. The same joy and peace you bring to others everyday second of your life for absolutely nothing. You do it because you’re you. It’s peaceful knowing that you’re so selfless. It’s dangerous in the same regardless because you’re exposed to the people you love the most and at the end of the day, it comes to you as a force to be reckoned with, a blunt force to the heart and you feel it. You’re not sad because of your accomplishments, you’re weeping for those you love so much and it’s valid. I’m so damn proud of you and so is everyone among you in this group of friends and family. I want you to know that there isn’t a moment that passes by that you’re not with me. You’re never alone, although it can sometimes feel this way, but deep down, someone is thinking about you, what you’re feeling, and how special you truly are. Love you with all my heart, you’ll get through this because you’re so damn strong. -Lonnie