What I Deserve (Guilty)
Lyrics:
Each time that I struggle to find true happiness
Something has to get in my head and bring sadness
Such a pitiful girl I am, but don't feel bad
Soon I will no longer be here, then you'll be glad
The pain can finally be gone. True peace at last
I can't win against all my pain
Every time I want something just for me
I feel guilty
Guilty
Of taking something from someone else
Every time I think something should be mine
I feel guilty
Guilty
It's what I deserve
The blinding Sun won't let me rest
Won't let me be
There's no point in me getting up
Just let me sleep
Never want to wake up again
Why can't I leave?
There's no end to my suffering
Just leave me
Every time I want something just for me
I feel guilty
Guilty
Of taking something from someone else
Every time I think something should be mine
I feel guilty
Guilty
It's what I deserve
And every day is exactly the same
I tried to reach you
I tried to reach you
I tried to reach you
But you would not listen
How could this happen?
Why did it happen?
It can't have happened
But I could not save you
Am I to blame here?
Could this be my fault?
I should have been there when you needed me most
I am so sorry
The fault is my own
How could I live now knowing that I hurt you
Every time I want something just for me
I feel guilty
Guilty
Of taking something from someone else
Every time I think something should be mine
I feel guilty
Guilty
It's what I deserve
Every time I want something just for me
I feel guilty
Guilty
Of taking something from someone else
Every time I think something should be mine
I feel guilty
Guilty
It's what I deserve