What I Deserve (Guilty), the first single from the upcoming album MC and the DOKIS: the Album vol. 4 is out now! (Patreon)

What I Deserve (Guilty)

Lyrics: Each time that I struggle to find true happiness Something has to get in my head and bring sadness Such a pitiful girl I am, but don't feel bad Soon I will no longer be here, then you'll be glad The pain can finally be gone. True peace at last I can't win against all my pain Every time I want something just for me I feel guilty Guilty Of taking something from someone else Every time I think something should be mine I feel guilty Guilty It's what I deserve The blinding Sun won't let me rest Won't let me be There's no point in me getting up Just let me sleep Never want to wake up again Why can't I leave? There's no end to my suffering Just leave me Every time I want something just for me I feel guilty Guilty Of taking something from someone else Every time I think something should be mine I feel guilty Guilty It's what I deserve And every day is exactly the same I tried to reach you I tried to reach you I tried to reach you But you would not listen How could this happen? Why did it happen? It can't have happened But I could not save you Am I to blame here? Could this be my fault? I should have been there when you needed me most I am so sorry The fault is my own How could I live now knowing that I hurt you Every time I want something just for me I feel guilty Guilty Of taking something from someone else Every time I think something should be mine I feel guilty Guilty It's what I deserve Every time I want something just for me I feel guilty Guilty Of taking something from someone else Every time I think something should be mine I feel guilty Guilty It's what I deserve