I hate that this has been this year (Patreon)

But yeah, here is another update about what is going on where I have been.

So three weeks ago, I got some news I was not at all prepared for. Going to do a few spaces because I don't want the rest of this in the preview.




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I'm going to be out of a job in March 2024 because of downsizing and other stuff.  This threw me in for a loop, if you are an old timer, you might know I started this channel and Patreon while I was recovering from a burnout. That boss more or less fired me because I tried to get her to call the company doctors, so they could but me on sick leave, and I was so sick by then I didn't have the strength to fight it even though it was totally illegal. So this news through all of those feeling worthless feelings back in to my face even if the situation this time is total different all those old feelings with all the feelings associated with that time, my mum dying, my grandma dying, me almost dying. So yeah, I have been feeling a bit off. But I have updated my CV, I applied to about 10 new jobs, and I'm ready to get my life back, this is only a setback not the end off the world and I will not have it destroy what I enjoy like this Patreon channel. So as I start getting some more free time because I'm not starting any new projects at work, I hope I can fill that time with more content creation (and of course job hunting). So hopefully you will see more of me, not less.