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hi guys, Ben here! As some of you know I have Bipolar Disorder. Over the past few weeks I have been going through an episode that has not been great to say the least. The last time it was this bad was around December 2020 and it resulted in me not leaving the house or doing basically anything for a couple of months. That is the reason we haven’t been uploading recently or really saying anything. Bipolar Disorder sucks, it convinces you of certain things that aren’t necessarily true, even if that thing is feeling like you are better. I am very very sorry for the lack of uploads, the silence from my end, and if I am unable to get back to a normal schedule immediately. I am extremely mad and disappointed in myself. Anna has been super supportive and the best fiance, and best friend I could ever ask for over the past month.

It isn’t my fault for having Bipolar disorder but it is my responsibility to deal with it! I’m happy to say that over the past week we recorded a few videos (-: It was the highlight of the past month for me and I am excited to record more. I don’t feel comfortable setting a definite schedule just yet as I don't want to continue to let anyone down.

love you guys! ^^

PS: We aren’t able to post “The Boys” at the moment. We believe it is the cause of a lot of our other content being restricted and our working on figuring this out.