2B anniversary week! - I wrote a letter ❤️ (Patreon)

This week is 2B anniversary! ❤️ [Long feels post ahead] Last year I posted this picture on Instagram. This was my first FULLY HANDMADE Cosplay and also I just met @mikomihokina that helped me to make my first cosplay sword. Since then, like my friendship with Miko, the support I got on the internet never stopped growing. I had NO IDEA that posting this picture would completely change my life. I was unhappy at that time, I was suffering from severe depression, I was living in a very abusing household and I got really bad social anxiety issues. I couldn't leave my house alone anymore and I was thinking about suicide every seconds of my life despite hiding all of that behind a constant smiling face. I thought cosplay would maybe help me evade from my pain, it was my last hope, my last reason to live. I kept thinking "I can continue to bear the pain if I have cosplay" Then one day, my abusing family physically beat me and evicted me from my home. The physical and mental pain was excruciating. I had nowhere to call a home anymore and was living between friends house. I thought "Okay this is time I will finally give up" but then I realized I still had Cosplay and... you all reading this. YOU GUYS gave me Hope and financial support to keep fighting and finding a new place to call home. All I have today, including the fact itself that I'm still alive and healthy, is thanks to you guys. Now I can live from my passion and I was never happier! Cosplay is my life, my passion and my reason to live. You saved me, Thank you. Yuzu🌸