Important Information (Patreon)

I don’t know how to say this. I’ve typed these words repeatedly, but I don’t have the words. It doesn’t feel real, and I’m reluctant to tell you this. I’m going to be straightforward about it. I appreciate all the support I’ve received over the past two years. This page grew with an all-time high of 95 members and countless others who come and go over time. I couldn’t have continued without you/ That being said, it’s time for me to stop writing, or at least for money... for now.

I know this is going to make some of you upset, whether that is sorrow or anger. I’m sorry. I still intend to, at the very minimum, finish a “final” chapter of BMOC for you. I also have the story for the $12 tier exclusive done that I’m posting.

This page was never supposed to go this far in terms of stories. It started as me writing two short posts a month to end up being 1,000-word shorts. It quickly evolved to me writing full-length stories and writing 15,000 words per month. It’s all too much, and I don’t want to put everyone on pause for who knows how long for me to get my shit together.

I have too many other things I’m juggling in my life right now, and I’m somewhat burned out. If you’ve noticed, my inability to meet deadlines for the stories this month proves I can’t do it. I’m in the middle of purchasing my first house, my aunt is still dealing with cancer, my mother is getting married (again), and I was promoted at work in February (with even more responsibilities). When I finally muster up the energy to work on a story, I feel rushed and like this just isn’t as fun as it used to be. I want to relax after working 40 hours a week, not sink every bit of free time into another 20 hours per month (story covers, answering messages and spitballing ideas, outlining, drafting, editing, etc).

I hope you can understand that I’m doing this because it’s taking a mental toll on me, and it’s not coming from a place of frustration toward anyone. I can’t express how grateful I am for your support. You are our community, and I’m glad I could be a small part of it.

I’ll eventually post some of these stories on various websites for free, but feel free to save your favorites. Feel free to keep in contact with me. I’ll likely continue to post shorter, hot fantasies on Twitter (HedonisticFeedee) or grommr (animmobilepandaburr) over time. Feel free to also reach out about telegram. This page will be deleted on the last day of March.