A Question of Confidence (Patreon)

I've sent out a surprising amount of auditions lately - well, surprising to me.

And I've heard nothing back.

This doesn't come as a surprise, really - you rarely hear back on these things, the etiquette has changed over the years for these things, and I roll with it.

But it always makes me question if I should just pack the whole thing in? Every once in a while, I get a reply where people tell me about picking their jaw up off the floor after hearing what I sent, so I sit and wonder how some people can adore what I do, and others disregard it entirely. I just don't have that same confidence, but I know that's my brain telling me that if I didn't hear back, that MUST mean I'm horrible at what I do, which probably isn't the case.

Sorry, you probably got excited to see an alert and thought it was an audio, and not me having a professional crisis.

This isn't me fishing for compliment - so please don't. I just wanted to show the page I was on mentally.

I feel like I've missed the boat on so many levels.