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Life Updates and Halloween 2020 (Patreon)

Published:
2020-09-16 09:22:00
Imported:
2021-11

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 Welp, it’s been a while. 

First off, I want to apologize for being MIA for the last few months. To be completely honest, I’ve been struggling with my mental health this year. It seemed to magnify after the wedding in February and I’ve going down a very slippery slope within my own mental state. Between fits of anxiety and PTSD episodes, I haven’t been functioning well. 

I am ok though. Mag and my friends have been helping, and I’ve started up therapy a couple of weeks ago. It’s been the first time I’ve actually been in therapy in years and I’m starting to get onto the road to recovery. Truth be told, I’ve… never gone to therapy for the past abuse I experienced from my ex (which happened 5+ years ago), so this was a long overdue thing. 

Again, this is why I usually say I am a HORRIBLE role model. I’m human and very, VERY flawed. This year has been very troubling and extremely hard for a lot of us, and I know everyone is going through their own struggles, hence why I unplugged. I didn't want to add to people's struggles with my own issues (plus I'm terrible with trying to verbalize how I'm actually feeling). I know people come to me for entertainment and for a way to escape the realities we are dealing with now, which is why I usually keep these kinds of updates to just Patreon. 

But I do have some good news coming up. I know I have been very quiet, and I’ve had a few people poking me about Halloween this year. I’ve decided I wanted to change things up and go with a musical theme. During the month of October, I will be uploading 6 Songs; 5 are based on things in the MLP fandom, with one being a creepy Animal Crossing Song. They range from a Silent Ponyville 2 Song, to a Parody of a Linkin Park song to the theme of Rainbow Factory. To be honest, this is something I have actually wanted to do for a very long time, and since the last few Halloweens have been very difficult on me, I wanted to step back and do something a little more fun and easier for myself, but still bring quality content I’m known for. 

I will be posting previews of the Halloween content soon (I’m currently enlisting the help of Magpiepony and PegasusPitchVA for music mix and audio editing), so be on the look out for that. 

I want to thank all of you for your continuous support and… just being so understanding with me. This year has been one of the hardest for me mentally, and I may be extremely quiet at times, but I see all of your messages and kind words. They mean so much to me, and give me the strength I need to keep going, even if I may want to give up. Thank you. 

Here is hoping for a better half of the year, 

Lost 

Comments

Anonymous

I understand. Do what you need to do and get the help you need. ^^

Daniyel099

Take your time Lost. Don’t over exert yourself and work at your own pace. Take care and stay safe during these trying times

Anonymous

It's good to hear that you're doing better gradually. No matter what happens, we'll be here in support. Keep on fightin' the year, Losty! ÒwÓ

Anonymous

It's all okay. We all go through things now and again and we need some time. Take all the time you need and take care of yourself before worrying about us. We'll be here when you're ready. ^^

Quillfeather

I've been seeing a counselor for almost two years, and if I've learned anything from it, it's that the first step to getting help is admitting that you need it. And you've done just that! And no, you are not a horrible role model. You are just as human as your fans. I look forward to seeing what your Halloween songs will be! Love ya losty!

Anonymous

You don't have to apologize for putting your own well-being first! I'm just glad that you are on the mend. <3 Take all the time you need and if we - your fans - can do something good for you just tell us! In the meantime we're waiting patiently for new content to arrive! :)

JROG1989

There’s no need go apologize, Losty. We all understand. Take as long as you need. *hugs Losty*

Megan Norlin (edited)

Comment edits

2021-11-02 20:39:19 Hiya Lost. I am a new patreon and I just to echo what has already been said. You have nothing to apologize for. We are here because we love you and we want to support you. I hope that you feel proud of yourself for taking steps to take care of your mental health and I hope you continue to feel better. You do what you have to do Lost. We will be here if and when you need us! <3 You take care of yourself and send love to Mag too. Big hugs and be well!
2020-09-16 21:49:11 Hiya Lost. I am a new patreon and I just to echo what has already been said. You have nothing to apologize for. We are here because we love you and we want to support you. I hope that you feel proud of yourself for taking steps to take care of your mental health and I hope you continue to feel better. You do what you have to do Lost. We will be here if and when you need us! <3 You take care of yourself and send love to Mag too. Big hugs and be well!

Hiya Lost. I am a new patreon and I just to echo what has already been said. You have nothing to apologize for. We are here because we love you and we want to support you. I hope that you feel proud of yourself for taking steps to take care of your mental health and I hope you continue to feel better. You do what you have to do Lost. We will be here if and when you need us! <3 You take care of yourself and send love to Mag too. Big hugs and be well!