New Water Reed Mod Delayed (Patreon)

Hello everyone,

I'm not going to get the water reeds video ready for tomorrow unfortunately.
The last few weeks I have a lot of stress and I thought that working on mods would help me set my mind on something different. What happens though is that I can't focus enough while modding or making videos as I'm thinking about things to come.

First of all, I have an appointment in the hospital tomorrow which ruined this whole month as I'm incredibly nervous and anxious about it. Having a fear disorder doesn't really makes it any better either.. It's about the removal of a tooth at the dental surgeon. I've never had this before and I'm really scared. Even though it probably only takes 15 minutes and people that told me about it didn't have any scary stories about it either.

Besides that, today is my last day as a mailman after 12,5 years. (The company gets taken over) So this afternoon I will do my last tour through the neighbourhood as a mailman. I'm not sure what I will do next, but I have a lot of people supporting me in my search for a new job. I know for sure that everything will be alright in a while, but right now I feel a bit sad about it all.

My hope is that after tomorrow, a lot of my stress will be gone already if everything go's well, so I can work on that video again.

I will keep you updated!