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Hello,

I wanted to give you guys an update on what has been going on and what I'm planning for the future.

First of all, thanks to all of you guys that still stuck with me. I'm well aware of the lack of updates and content and I feel awful for not providing content like I used to. This all stems from the fact that I landed that job in July last year. At first it only cut in my free time of course, causing the updates to become less frequent. Over time however, I became more and more depressed, which had gotten incredibly bad at the beginning of this year. There were a lot of days where I just came home from work, basically stared at my PC screen not doing anything at all, ate something and went to bed later. I certainly don't want my life to continue this way.

However my contract ends at the end of June this year. They do would like to keep me around, though I already talked to my boss and said that I want to reduce my working hours, which should result in me having a lot more time to focus on my own projects, while also having a fixed income with the Patreon money on top. Relying solely on Patreon currently wouldn't probably be too smart, since it fluctuates a lot.

Now if that all works out, then I of course want to focus on getting updates out more frequently but I'd also like to try my hand at streaming and see how that would work out for me.

Speaking of updates, thanks to the 1st of May being a national holiday in Germany, I also took off Thursday and Friday, which leaves me with a five day weekend. This will be dedicated to Giant's Sandbox, so expect a new version by the end of next week.

Tl;dr: Depression due to my job, new working hours should result in more updates, new Giant's Sandbox update next week.

That's all for now. I'm still incredibly grateful for the support you guys have shown me and I owe you a lot. Thank you <3

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Anonymous

If you ever need someone to talk to you can message probably anyone of your patrons, we all support you for a reason and if you would like someone to just chill and talk with to relax you always can

Izaäk Sean Sol Sundjata Starrman

Work really hard all day, come home, attempt to draw, but end up staring at the screen for hours on end, not producing anything. I know exactly how you feel hun, that's a problem that I have had for years now. Do what you need to, to get yourself where you want to be. You'll be much happier in the end~

Rid

Germany? Du sprichst Deutsch? Habe ich das vergessen, oder hast du das bisher einfac noch nie, Sprite? XD Well... It's good that you have new working times and have a bit more time for yourself again. Also... as for depressions... I sure could make a few songs about them. Don't let them take you down. You're NOT alone, no matter how depressing everything becomes. Talk to friend or other people which you can trust and share your worries with them. It's not a sign of weakness. It actually requires courage to talk after all if you're not used to being open to your closest ones at all. ... get rid of your pains together. And if you don't have anyone to talk to currently you some day sure will meet someone so don't give up anyway!

evilsprite

Thank you and I'm sorry to hear that you can relate to that. At least I'm looking at a chance to break out of that vicious cycle. I hope you'll find one too one day.

evilsprite

Ich bin Deutscher. Gibt halt selten einen Grund auf internationalen Webseiten Deutsch zu sprechen ;P Thank you very much for those encouraging words. I'm one of those kinds of people that never really talk about their own problems, while always trying to help others with theirs.

Anonymous

Take care of yourself, my dude! You doing great so far

Anonymous

You're a hard-working dude. Keep your chin up man, you're doing great! Really we understand :)

Anonymous

Beerus in game when? :P just glad your doing well^^