My Cosplayer Girlfriend Likes To Watch 18 (Patreon)

All things considered, getting big enough as a content creator to be invited to a semi-mainstream podcaster's show was something that was a clear indicator that you had made it, depending on your content type. For an 18+ content creator like Janine, it was almost a dream come true, just going on the show alone was a lot of advertisement, for both her career as a star in many an adult video, and as a professional cosplayer.

And the creator who'd invited them was a really big one to boot, big and well known for being more on the pulse about current trends in adult business than most others.

His name was Nathan Crabshaw, or Nate for short, and he ran the Late Nate Show. She thought he looked taller in the videos, but he wasn't that much bigger than her.

Extending his hand to her, she took it and firmly shook it. "Well hello there Miss Jan," he said, "nice to see you, you're even prettier in person."

Janine giggled. "Well gee thanks," she said, "that's very sweet of you," she said, stepping back.

His studio had always looked a bit on the smaller side, surrounded on all sides by acoustic foam, a single desk with usually some products he was advertising on that show sitting on it, and two chairs sat opposite to each other, one for him, one for his guest. Though now that she was actually in  it, she saw that the camera facing part was small, but he had quite a bit of equipment as well as a team of people to run it. A very professional setup, which made sense considering how long he'd been in the business and how successful he was.

"Well then," Nate spoke, gesturing with his hand, "why don't you take a seat over there and we can get down to what the people wanna hear?" he asked.

"Right!" she responded, trying to maintain a smile through her nerves. As she sat down, a techie adjusted the microphones above them to hang a bit lower.

"Now," he said, "I know we signed the releases and all, but just so we're clear, you're okay with all the questions we prepared for this right?" he asked. "We've got backups," he said, "if you're not comfortable discussing some of the matters involved."

She wondered how much of that was him genuinely being nice, and how much was covering his ass on camera. He seemed like a cool enough guy so she just shrugged. "I think I'm fine," she said. "If I can't answer I can just pass a question right?"

"Yeah, don't feel pressured to answer," he said, raising his finger, "I would be a crappy host if I started behaving like Elliot Dejesus," he said with a laugh.

Oh, right, he'd been one of the ones leading the charge back when everyone thought Dejesus was the kindest person on TV and reports of his assholery hadn't started coming out en masse yet. "Right!" she said, pumping her fist. "But it's okay, I'm ready!"

Laughing, Nate nodded. "Alright, then we won't be wasting any time and we're diving right in!" he said. "But first, a word from our sponsors!"

As he did his product placement, a very silly ad for a pair of in-ear headphones that she really had never tried out nor was really inclined to, she tried to center herself and remembered what the questionnaire was all about. She sure could do it, strange though it was, it was an opportunity that she couldn't exactly afford to throw away. And it's not like her partner could do it... 

After the product placement was over and done with, Nate turned back to her. "You know how it is, gotta pay the bills," he said, "and they sent me a free pair, how can I say no?" he said, chuckling. "Anyhoo!" he smirked. "Well well well, Miss Janine, can I call you Jan?"

"Sure," Janine said. 

"Jan it is then!" he said. That was, in fact, the first question in the questionnaire he'd given her to prepare for this podcast's filming. He relaxed on his comfy chair, "you know, we've had a couple adult stars in the studio before, but never one quite like you. You know, the big ones that had controversies," he said. "But you're no stranger to those, are you?" he said.

Janine blushed a little, remembering her first instance of controversy. "Yeah, yeah I remember," she said.

"They accused your boyfriend of being an abuser," Nate said, "but you denied the accusations. How do you feel about that, now that you can look back on it?"

"It's hard to say," she admitted. "On a certain level, it's nice to know our fans care about us you know?" she said. "But at the same time it's like, they were misguided and they refused to listen to me at all when I said it wasn't the case," she said.

"But you can understand them, right? I mean this industry is plagued with bad actors and even worse stories," Nate said.

"Oh believe me, I know," Janine replied with a chuckle. "But I guess people had a hard time believing that I'm..." she blushed, feeling a little nervous about saying it to such a huge audience.

Nate nodded, stroking his chin thoughtfully.

Finally, the blonde found the courage necessary to spit it out. "I'm a pervert," she said, "and I really do enjoy watching..." she said, scratching her cheek. "I mean it's not that strange is it? There's even a name for it too!!" she said. "But nobody would believe me, everyone thought that just because he's big and I'm small he must be violent with me or something..."

"To be fair to your fans, there was that one time you had bruises and claimed you hit a door, you understand how that could've given people pause, it's a cliché for a reason!" Nate reasoned.

"Y-Yeah that's fair," she said, "I just missed the doorknob and walked into the door," she said. "Ugh I feel foolish just recalling it!"

Nate laughed, waving his hand. "Well, at least it all got resolved," he said. "And you've gone on to have more success than ever before," he added.

"Yeah! We're gaining new fans every day!" she said eagerly. "We've even made some good friends along the way," she said.

"Is it ever awkward to hang out with people?" Nate asked. "If you've got to hide what you do," he said, "or stuff like that, I know adult stars often become estranged from their families and such."

"Yeah I, I kinda don't really talk to most of my family anymore," Janine said. "Sometimes I don't know if I'm just afraid they'll find out what I do, and then other times I realize that if they can't get over the fact that I'm an adult entertainer then I probably don't wanna hang out with them anyway!" she said, clenching her fist.

"Wise words to live by I say!" Nate said, nodding. "Speaking of which," he said, gesturing at her, "you're dressed quite strange for coming to a podcast," he said. 

He himself was just wearing a short sleeved black shirt and jeans, very casual like. He was short for the average male but clearly worked out, his muscles not quite bulging but visibly toned, and he kept his head shaved.

In contrast, she didn't have much muscle, her hair was quite long, and she was even shorter than him, though not by much. "Oh this?" she asked, gesturing to her thick winter coat. "Well, I prepared a surprise!"

"Oh?" he raised his eyebrows. "What kinda surprise?"

She smirked and stood up from the chair and began to undo the buttons of her thick winter coat, just like they'd agreed to beforehand, she then opened her coat and let it drop, revealing a costume she had prepared some time ago, finally getting a chance to use it. It was from a classic show she had watched in the 90s, kneehigh magenta boots, a white leotard, a blue skirt, she had even gotten the correct pair of gloves too... with her hair pulled into a pair of long pigtails, she completed the look. She was, of course, considerably bustier than the character she was representing, but given she was a decade the girl's senior, it really couldn't be helped.

It was a bit disappointing to find out she only had a little bit of height on her official stats.

"Oh me oh my, that is quite the costume you've got there," he said. 

"You bet!" she said, winking and striking a pose, belting out a catch phrase about punishment in the name of a celestial body, before sitting back on her chair. A helpful studio hand grabbed the coat and removed it from below. "These days, I rarely get to cosplay just for fun you know," she said.

"I can't imagine that's easy. Given how sexy you are, I'm sure you'd have a trail of boys sniffing after you," he said. "Not that I'd ever recommend sniffing anything in a convention, I've been there, worse than a locker room!"

Janine giggled, and Nate seemed happy his joke had landed... he really had no idea how much worse than a locker room things could get around her when she was in cosplay. "You got that right."

"But now it's time to move on to topics a little bit more salty. Today's show is 18+ for a reason ladies and gentlemen, and let me tell you why, our guest Jan here," he said, gesturing for those watching the video rather than just listening to the podcast, "is going to be answering a few spicy questions for us!"

Janine nodded. "I'm ready!" she said, after remembering that she needed to reply verbally as well otherwise people wouldn't know.

"Alright, then we'll start immediately after our next commercial break, and what an appropriate sponsor we have for today in particular..."

He launched into an explanation about the sponsor, some sort of company that made display pieces of art based on shows and games...

But Jan wasn't really paying attention, her phone vibrated, and one of the studio hands passed it over to her, seeing that she had said that she was expecting messages and would need it if they arrived, before the show even started. She unlocked it with her fingerprint, and then opened the message, to find not words written, but instead, a video sent over the messaging app.

Her breath caught and she tried to control herself, tapping the play button, the video soon taking over the entire screen and within moments, the black screen being pulled away - it was a tarp over the camera - to reveal someone she knew well... two someones, in fact, as the first person was quickly joined by someone else.

Her partner was on a chair, as naked as the day he was born, sporting a towering erection the kind that made her pussy tingle and her face flush with blood. He was quickly joined by Amanda, her friend from so long, who mounted him, dressed in crotchless panties, facing the camera, the couple engaging in lewd acts furiously, Amanda's tight pussy leaking out its juices all over his thick, veiny cock.

Janine's mouth watered, she couldn't imagine what it'd taste like to clean up the product of his adulterous mating..! And oh, Amanda looked like she felt so good, being spread open and stretched by his cock like that, the camera didn't quite catch her face all the time, but the few glimpses of it told Janine everything she needed, her eyes rolling up as she was forcibly bounced on her partner's cock, losing the strength she needed to do it herself to pure pleasure.

Oh, how she longed to be in the room with them, to be able to feel it, hear it, smell it, sense it, yet confined to a chair and only able to touch herself!!

"Hey hey hey!" Nate called. "Whassat you got over there?" he called.

With a yelp, Janine shoved the phone between her thighs, as she couldn't quite process the idea of locking the screen. "N-Nothing!" she said, trying to play it off with a nervous laugh. "Just, just a funny meme!" she said. "Nothing more!"

"Alright, if you say so," Nate said, with a knowing smile. "Anyway, the fans want  to know, Miss Jan," he said. "Everyone knows the sex in porn is exaggerated or unrealistic, but the proliferation of your kind of work has put the doubt in many people. Do you and your partner truly have sex in your videos, or is it all exaggerated for the camera?" he asked.

"Oh, no no no, we absolutely do! In fact, sometimes we have to hold back!" she said, raising her hands and waving them, only for her phone to vibrate again, another message had been sent... between her thighs, her phone was pressing against the crotch of her outfit, vibrating directly against her pussy through the leotard's thin cloth.

"Oh really? Even with other people?" Nate asked.

"Yeah! We don't fake anything," she said, then shook her head. "Well, no, sometimes we put lube on before we start the shooting, and, and sometimes we use some tricks like the camera only focusing on my face or breasts while he's applying the lube to my ass," she said, shaking her head. "Seriously people, use lube! And plenty of it!" she said, nodding fiercely.

Nate nodded as well. "I agree," he said.

Another message came in, another vibration that caused Janine to wince.

"You okay there?" he asked. "You look a little flushed."

"Y-Yeah, just a little headache," she said. "Nothing to worry about, I guess it's the nerves from being on a big show for the first time!" she said. "Happened when I first started cosplaying at events, I'm sure it'll pass!"

"If you say so," he said once more. Nate looked at his questions, on a sheet that the studio hands had brought him, and nodded. "Right, so, we know you guys have started doing more complicated skits as of late. You had great success with the Dungeons of Demons series," he said...

More and more words were exchanged, each time he would end with a question that, although simple by itself, was starting to become a challenge to answer, as her phone was getting blown up, with more clips, images and even gifs, sent to her from her partner's phone.

Nate took a break to do another ad read, while the two of them got water, she chanced a glimpse at her phone. Images of Amanda getting fucked more, doggystyle on bed, anal in a standing full nelson position with both legs lifted, Amanda giving him a titty fuck while licking his tip, even images of Amanda using Janine's lingerie, and then a video of her getting fucked on the bed Janine shared with her partner every night, that same lingerie being dirtied with his cum.

As Nate ended the ad read, Janine shoved the phone right against her pussy once more, feeling it begin to vibrate once again as Nate began to barrage her with questions again.

"What's your favorite sex position?" he asked.

"Hmm... I can say I love giving blowjobs, probably love it the most when he's sitting and I'm on the ground," she said, and it seemed like her answer got her rewarded with more vibrations from messages.

"Oh, interesting! Do you secretly wipe him off before the 'cleanup' routine you usually do for your shows?"

"Oh no not at all!" Janine said. "We make sure everyone's nice, ready and clean before we start," she said, raising her finger, "so I've got full confidence-" she screwed up her face and shook her head when he asked if she was fine, "sorry I, just a little bit of a headache," she said, "I, err, let's keep going!" she said, taking the glass of water that'd been refilled and downing it.

"Right. So, do you ever get jealous?" he asked.

"All the time," she said. "But it only makes it even better, you know? Even if I get super jealous at all those girls that are getting his dick, at the end of the day, I'm the one he hugs in bed you know?" she said. "I guess that's what makes it special?"

"Are you bi, or do you just put up with it for the scenes where you do stuff with other women?" Nate asked.

Janine hummed. "To be honest, I don't know if I really qualify as bi for sure, but I guess I do enjoy doing things with girls to turn on my partner," she said. "And honestly it's not so bad, I wish there was less stigma on it," she frowned.

"Don't we all?" Nate said.

And so on it went, and every time she answered a question, more messages would come, until finally, at the last moment, she excused herself.

"I, err, I really need to go to the bathroom!" she said.

"Oh, shit- back, and to the left! It's got a toilet and the female symbol on the door, can't miss it," Nate said.

"Thank you!" Janine called, grabbing her phone from between her legs, and then dashing to the bathroom. Once she was in there, and the door was locked, she closed the lid on the toilet, sat down, spread her legs, raised the hand that had the phone on it, and began to peruse the images and videos of her partner and her friend fucking each other in her home, the other hand first going to her mouth so she could pull her glove off, then going to her crotch, pulling her cosplay leotard to the side, and slipping her bare finger into her gushing pussy.

She bit her lower lip, and as the video changed to the next in the series, of Amanda having a screaming orgasm as her boyfriend fucked her from behind, Janine came like a truck, and sat there panting.

"Yo! Everything okay in there?" Nate asked. "If you really need-"

"Just, just give me ten minutes," Janine said. "I'll be out after I redo my makeup!" 

"Oh, okay!" the dude called. "Seriously if you need to stop-"

"No, nono, I'm fine," she said. "Just, you know, gotta do some woman things!"

"Ah-- shit yeah take your time, we'll do some bullshit piece or anything, just give us a heads up when you're okay to come back to the show," he said.

"Thanks, I will!" she called.

"If you need anything, call for Bob," he said. "He'll have your back, and he won't perv on you, guaranteed," he said.

She nodded. "Thanks again," she said.

Nate then returned to his show, and everything went back on track. A few minutes later, she'd emerge, and they'd finish the show, where the interruption was addressed only briefly, which they played off as her just being nervous of it being her first time in front of so many people.

He thought she had period issues.

She didn't exactly want to tell him she schlicked herself off to a second orgasm after he left her in his bathroom alone, to the videos and images she was being sent...