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Here are some photo reference things! 

The triptych of squish faces is for next week's comic about the kGoal. 

The person smacking a gremlin is from Yeast Infections
http://www.ohjoysextoy.com/yeast/ 

The leaning-to-the-side Erika is from the LoveLife Adventure Triple Stim Vibrator review
http://www.ohjoysextoy.com/lovelifeadventure/ 

Aaaand the pole dance photo (Anchor pose!) is from my review of Ecdysiast
http://www.ohjoysextoy.com/ecdysiast/ 

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Personal Life Update: 

I'm doing really well. 

Really, really well. 

On April 13th I suddenly felt the fog in my brain part and since then it's like.... it's like I had this fire alarm going off inside my brain for so long that I didn't even realize it was there any more. It was just this constant white noise of fear and grief and self-hatred that I've had my entire life. "This is just what it feels like to be conscious" I thought. I couldn't tell how much of my mental space it was taking up until it stopped on that Monday in April. 

Finding the right therapist and the right cocktail of meds has changed something in me that I thought I'd have to live with the rest of my life. Not to imply that I think I'm 4EVER CURED, or anything. I know I'm gunna have slumps. But to have this many weeks in a row feeling balanced and functional is such an incredible gift. And it only took me 31 years to get there! 

I feel like a new woman. I feel human. 

To all of you who are struggling with mental health too, don't give up. The process of getting there may suck but we can get to a better place.

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Anonymous

If you don't mind what meds are you on? I'm in the process of getting off Zoloft and finding a new dr but I'm not sure what to try next. . .

Anonymous

Glad that you're doing well! You're an inspiration for me in my own battle. I'm still struggling with finding the right combo of meds for me, but I felt the fog life from my brain a couple of weeks ago and its been nice to actually be able to do things.