Temporary (Patreon)

The following lyrics are some I wrote some months back during a weird mental episode when I had forgotten my meds as well as later on when I was on them. I suffer from bipolar disorder, depression, and anxiety. This is the instrumental track for the song as a little teaser for you. We finished recording vocals for this just 2 days ago and I am getting so excited to share this project with the world.

This album will be a story of such. I hope you can enjoy it, even if you can't relate; and if you do relate, I am with you.

I'm sorry if I get a little moody
When I don't take  my medication
It's only that it gets a little tricky
When I don't feel no pity
Hard to remember

It's only temporary
Won't fix me
Not completely
It's only temporary
It's just temper
It's just my

Temper
Why ya got a temper?
And tell me why the hell can't I get any better?
Temporary in continuous  existence
Makes me wanna cry
Don't no one wanna listen   

We're only temporary  
Won't fix me  
Not completely  
It's only temporary  
It's just temper
It's just my temper

Babe I think that I can feel the wine
But I haven't had a drop tonight
Besides the tears welling in my eyes
Did I forget my pills again?
Is this real or just pretend?
A symptom or genuine?   

I swear I'll come back up  
I know it's only
I know it's only

Temporary
Won't fix me
Not completely
It's only temporary
It's just my temper
It's just my