Photo-a-day | Francisco Vazquez (Patreon)

Man, I swear... I miss my meds for ONE day, and the rumination and pressure builds inside my head. Even though I know I will be okay, I WILL survive, so much of my anxiety lately revolves around money. I am sure that is true for all of us right now. All of my paid platforms are taking minor hits, and that makes it hard to find motivation to create. I try to tell myself it isn't so much my content as it is the struggles of the world right now, but it doesn't comfort me much. I wish I could go back to touring and shooting. Am I really going to have to quit and get a day job?

who knows at this rate.

we all have to keep trying, and try to remember that our jobs and our wallets are not the reason we live here on this earth.

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Photography by Francisco Vazquez
Atlanta, Georgia 2020