wanna hang out after school? (Patreon)

I bet there's sooo much you could teach me ;)

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happy happy weekend! 

THANK YOU so much for all of the comments on my last post. I have been looking into all the suggestions and I'm still working out what would be best for posting my vids. it's been really stressful and i've been kinda beating myself up about it cause i feel like i'm not solving things fast enough and i'm getting behind. i know deep down that i will be able to fix it, but i am just feeling down right now. 

i recently had to make contact with some people i am biologically related to and it brought up a bunch of old shit i don't like to think about. it was limited contact, but it took a big toll on me so i've been seeing my therapist to help get back on track emotionally. i'll be alright - i just wanted to share because i put a lot of pressure on myself to be "perfect" and make "perfect" content but sometimes i need to take that pressure off and recognize that it's ok to struggle with getting things done. :) plus, i took allll these sexy photos for y'all that i'm hoping everyone will like!! haha.

here's my current plan: i have some bloopers that i've accumulated over the years, and i thought it might be fun to share with y'all. so in the next few days, i'll post a bloopers video and make sure everyone can access it, then i'll work on uploading the gag video that got deleted. and then if that goes well i can go back to new weekly videos as usual! yay. 

thanks for being awesome. i never want to disappoint y'all, and i apologize for being a basket case occasionally ♡♡

please enjoy the pix!!! schoolgirl theme was the top voted result in the poll after all ;)

mel