Hey everyone! (Patreon)

Hey guys, Thank you all so much for the support this November, I say this every month but it really does mean the world to me. Package is coming shortly, and I will post links here when it is uploaded. I owe it to you guys to let you know what's going on with me, as November I did not produce many finished caliber works. I have been struggling a lot with my relationship, and myself in regards to "what do I want". I'm a very self sacrificing person and that has driven me to a very numb place. It is hard for me to focus on my work with so many cloudy thoughts plaguing my mind all the time. I am not as self-assured or as confident as I have been in the past. I simply don't know what to do. Or rather, I cannot decide WHAT to do. I feel crippled by expectations and apparent obligations, constantly affecting my judgement. I waste so much energy worrying and feeling guilty... the wise choice would be to remove the cause of those stressors from my life, but I don't know if I feel strong enough yet. I am really trying to focus on myself, and push my own needs and desires first. I have so much ambition and it needs to flourish. If you read this, thank you. There wasn't really a need for me to post this, but nonetheless I wanted to share with you guys the tea. Love always, Diz