Life/health Update (spoilers: not good) (Patreon)

Hello people, hope you're all doing well.
Things here have been rough to say the least. As my doc instructed me I completed another round of pills and did additional tests to check what was wrong with me. The CT scan showed nothing wrong with the middle ear so the problem is in the inner ear but the cause is still undetermined. One thing she told me, though is that if after taking this last round of pills things didn't improve, it was highly likely that they wouldn't do at all. I do feel a partial improvement (louder sounds) but I still hear only high frequencies and the tinnitus persist constantly.

I will ask for another opinion but for now that's not a priority because on top of everything my wife was very recently diagnosed with breast cancer so I've turned my focus completely on her.
The preliminary test say it's not too aggressive which give us some sort of relieve. Her doc ordered more tests to the biopsy and we are currently waiting on those results. She also has to do a number of tests to check her overall health and determine what the best treatment would be e.g. Surgery, chemo and/or radiotherapy. All we can do until then is wait.

We are trying to hang in there but I can't help to feel like everything is fucked up and bullshit! I'm angry, sad, frustrated and tired.

I'll post some sketches and coloring pieces I managed to do before we had to deal with our new normal and I'll update the reward folders as soon as I upload them and I'll extend the access to 'em for another month to compensate for my lack of finish content.

Stay safe and thank you for your support now more than ever.