im scared (Patreon)

weed smokers--does anyone negative spiral depending on the strain or weed type? lately, I've been too frozen with fear to post anything on here because I went into my archives and started to cringe.

probably to my own detriment, I've always tried not to be precious about anything I make (since this was purely a hobby) but lately—i've been starting to feel embarrassed at some of the stuff I've posted and i...am scared! i guess you should never reread your diaries.

anyways--idk why im even telling you this. im just going to purposely go back to quantity not quality so i can just unbutton my pants a little 

is everyone getting winter cabin fever? im very burnt out at my day job. i used to get excited about a paycheck but winter's beat me down so much that i can't even   find the joy in buying shit. need to get out. need to hoe. need to sun my skin. the other day, when the apartment was sunny, i laid naked on the hardwood and spread my legs...highly recommend sunning your pussy, er, balls. felt like a battery being recharged. wonder if there's a bodmod here i can get a glow-in-the-dark clit. wouldn't that be cute? i'd just sun it before i go out and wear some thin white pants.

have you ever fucked someone who could make you cum but none of the foreplay was getting you excited/wet? im perplexed by this but i also keep taking shrooms which doesn't help. my friend's bitchy gay friend told her "if you wanna fuck me on saturday, you better start on thursday." i really really felt that