Memoirs of a Former Man: Chapter 1 (Patreon)

Now, before I tell you my story, I need you to understand. All of this really happened to me. This wild story is real. But it is not a story of woe and suffering. This is a story of how I unknowingly changed for the better.

It all started on a pleasant Tuesday afternoon. My name was James and I was just a regular guy. My girlfriend at the time, April, had just gotten back to our apartment. She truly was a beautiful woman, with long curly hair that fell halfway down her back, and a caring and almost bubbly personality. She had just gotten off of work and wanted to relax.

Meanwhile, I was off for the day because I wanted to surprise her. April and I had been dating for about two years and I felt that it was finally time to propose. I had the entire thing planned out in my head. Once I knew she had arrived at her workplace, I went to the mall and picked out a beautiful sixteen carat diamond for her. It was a golden band I opted to have engraved, since it was almost identical to those she joked about desiring, almost a year ago. I had been saving up the whole year since. This had to work out perfectly.

But of course, life doesn’t always work that way. I was only a few footsteps away from my car when I felt a frail hand on my shoulder. I turned around, raising my eyebrow as I saw an old woman hunched behind me. Her hand was on the box, I quickly slapped it away before we locked eyes, a worrisome stare on her face.

I’ll never forget what she said to me. She said, “You...you two are not meant to be. Do not open that box, or fate will be most unkind and tear you apart!” I thought she was just a crazy old hag. I rolled my eyes and walked to my car, quickly driving away and trying to forget that encounter. If only I knew what was in store for me afterwards.

After getting home, my hands began to fidget as I got back inside and placed the tiny box underneath her pillow in our bedroom. It was only a few more hours until she got home, but it ultimately ended up feeling like an eternity. I nervously shook my leg, turning on the television to try and calm my nerves.

I stared incessantly as five o’clock approached, my hands fidgeting in my lap as I ignored the tv, waiting to hear the familiar rattle of April’s keys in the lock. Finally, it was time. The door slowly opened and revealed the gorgeous girl I called my girlfriend behind it. I forced myself to stand up, my stomach doing somersaults as I approached her before she closed the door.

“Hey gorgeous,” I said while approaching her. “Hey babe,” she said, slightly tired from her day of work. She was wearing her typical work dress. A white top and a black skirt, I always messed around with her whenever she kept it on after work. We locked eyes, smiling as I leaned in and kissed her perfect lips. She stood on her tiptoes and kissed back, wrapping her arms around my waist for a second. “I have a surprise for you,” I told her after our kiss broke. “Oh really? Are all of our bills paid?” she asked, chuckling afterwards. “Follow me,” I whispered, taking her hand and walking to the bedroom.

Because it was an apartment, the walk didn’t last long. I quietly brought my hands to her eyes after opening the door for the both of us. She couldn’t stop giggling, which definitely calmed my nerves. As we reached the bed, I whispered directions in her ear. “Extend your hand. Bring it down. Do you feel the pillow? Okay, now grab it. You feel something underneath? Okay, now grab that. What do you think it is?”

After a few guesses, all incorrect, I finally removed my hands and told her to open her eyes. She did and gasped as she saw the small box. It’s working! I thought to myself. “Babe…what is this?” she asked. I didn’t respond, only smiling and taking the box before taking a knee. Her hand was on her mouth before I could say anything.

“April…you have always been there for me whenever I needed you the most. You have loved me when I was at my worst. I want to be there for you for the rest of my life. Will you marry me?” I asked, opening the box to reveal the ring.

My heart was beating faster than it’s ever been. Please say yes. Please say yes! Finally she yelled out, a huge smile on her face from ear to ear, “Yes! Yes! A thousand times yes!” It happened! Mission successful! I sighed in relief before getting up and kissing my new fiancé. “Now we celebrate!” I quickly picked her up and showered her in kisses, gently placing her on the bed and showering the rest of her body in more kisses.

It was only a matter of moments until our clothes were completely off. I was so in love at that point. I could only kiss April softly as I gently penetrated her oozing sex.

We closed our eyes and enjoyed our soft and tender moment. Her hands were on my back and her legs were around my waist as my cock went deeper inside her pussy. “Fuck, I love you,” I grunted. “God, I love you too, baby!” April replied, the sound of skin on skin getting louder and louder with each powerful thrust.

What began as whispering sweet nothings turned into dirty talk. The pounding began to get faster and faster until it was hardcore fucking. Our collective moans crescendoed into our first of many orgasms. The whole apartment building could’ve heard us but we didn’t care. Thankfully, we didn’t get any noise complaints. April was on her back as I stared lovingly at her. Her eyes were closed and her head was tilted back. She kept begging me to fuck her and I didn’t want anything else. I wouldn’t want anything else.

We made love for what seemed like hours. Our bodies were drenched in sweat and love juices, my erect cock glistening inside my fiancés wet and needy slit. I could only pull her in closer for another passionate kiss as the thrusting became slower when I felt a buildup in my crotch. “Wanna start a family?” I joked. “You think we’re ready for that, baby?” she replied, afterwards giggling which turned into another deep moan.

Her lock around me grew tighter until I could hold back no longer. “Fuck…I’m gonna cum…” I grunted. “Do it baby! Fill me up!” April screamed out. I could only do as I was told and finally came inside her eagerly awaiting hole. We smiled and shared another kiss as our tender celebration came to an end. “I love you,” we said at the same time, chuckling afterwards. As I pulled my cock out of her now flooded womb, she quickly raised her legs up until her feet were on the bed, her bottom raised slightly. She wanted to get pregnant and hopefully this was the time that it finally happened.

After bathing in the afterglow of our orgasms, April quickly fell asleep. I grabbed a t-shirt from the drawer before kissing her cheek softly and falling asleep next to her. Little did I know that it would be the final day of having any sense of masculinity.

Hello everyone! Youngblood here. This is the entire first chapter for my upcoming book, “Memoirs of a Former Man”. I hope you enjoyed reading and are as excited as I am for the final release of my first ever book! Thank you so much and I love you all!