Taking a break (Patreon)

Hi everyone, I know this might be sudden but as the title suggests, I'm going to take a break.

I'm going through a really bad burnout. One that I never experienced before. I hope you'll let me speak my mind for a bit.

Throughout my entire 2+ years of making content, I would always recover from a burnout within a minimum of 2 days. This time I thought it will be similar but the days of burnout turned into weeks and eventually turned into a month and more. Everyday, I'm just sort of freaking out because it felt like I was able to run and now I can barely even crawl. Every artwork I've been making that I have not shown yet, looks like shit to me and I don't want to put subpar quality out there.

Drawing feels very painful and difficult for me right now. There's not a lot of things out there that gives me the same drive anymore. It used be to Genshin because I was really obsessed with the game and that gave me a lot of inspiration to pump out so many drawings of the characters. But as time passes, I lost that interest and It's really not the same anymore.

What I do know is, is that I want to explore my original character Colette when I return to posting. There's a lot about her that I haven't fleshed out as a character, and I feel like it might be time to focus on that. I still will be making fanart and h-scenes so rest assure that won't change.

I also would like to change the way I've been painting. During the days I was over analyzing my work, I realized my taste in art style is shifting and It's something I'm currently still experimenting. I hope you'll come to support my new art style when it's ready in the coming future.

I hope to return in September but I'll always update you guys here if that changes.

I apologize sincerely for the disappointing news and if my art lately have not been up to par. I feel horrible knowing I could do better when I'm unable to at the moment.

I want to thank everyone for supporting me for so long. I would not have gotten this far if not for your support. I don't get much comments here but I really appreciate every single one of them and you have no idea how much they encourage me in ways you are only able to.

I'm going to rest more and draw at my own pace for now. I hope to be back soon.

Please enjoy this final art from me for awhile.

A doodle of my oc, Colette.

Thanks and I love you guys ♥