I'm not dead yet. (Patreon)

As some of you may be aware, I am taking care of my elderly mother as she slides slowly into Alzheimers.

I am not a natural caregiver, and this takes a lot out of me.

I took a short vacation to see my loved ones in Florida, which involved driving for two days to get down there, and two days to get back.  The five days I spent in Florida were amazing, full of friends and fun.  I was able to write six chapters while I was there.

Sadly, when I came back to Michigan and reshouldered my burden, I fell into a deep depression.  I've been sleeping fourteen hours a day, constantly exhausted.

When I've tried to write, I've hated everything that I've written.  I've written the first thousand words of the next chapter a dozen times.

Sadly, I don't have a support structure up here.  My friends have reached out, but there's only so much you can do remotely.

This week, I forced myself to go the gym, and to ride my motorcycles, as these are things that make me happy.

As I don't have a chapter to post, clearly I'm still struggling.

I'm sorry for going radio silent, I can only hope that none of you ever have to go through this.

I've paused my patreon and am googling up how to issue refunds for the past month.

Best,

Jahx