✨ Health update ✨ (Patreon)

Hi bunnies,

How are you doing ? I’m sorry for not being able to reply these last days.

Today I was able to have a day without fever or almost but it’s not extreme. I have been dealing with a 41°c+ fever since my last post. I’m not going to lie and say everything was okay because this thing is really...hard to handle and painful, very very painful.

You feel so vulnerable that it becomes scary.

At a certain point the pain is so hard that you’re almost thinking that being dead would be less painful. And I can’t still believe that I was wishing to die than enduring it.

I couldn’t drink nor eat without vomiting so in two days or three ? (Idk I lost count) I was able to drink only half a glass of fruit juice by little sips and wetting my lips with it.

I throwed up so many times that I started spitting blood.

Doctors said that it was gastroenteritis but gosh I know what is it and it was not that I swear. ><

You can’t really say anything against the almighty doc that will tell you that he knows better what you’re feeling than yourself.

No you don’t have pain in all your bones, you’re not feeling sleepy neither. Well of course if you already have something in your mind for me I can’t change it I guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I also fainted outside three days ago, badly scratched my leg. Still have some pains in it but nothing serious.

I started eating solid stuffs yesterday and it’s crazy how my throat is no longer used to it. I can’t wait to eat like before again ! (Eating cucumbers and zucchini only is a bit depressing hahaha). I lost a lot of weight, so much weight that I got a bit flat without lying. I have to eat again if I wanna get the boobas back I guess lol.

I’m slowly getting back to art little by little as I missed a lot of days. Also I was not strong enough to schedule some tweets unfortunately. I’ll do my best and do better. Please be patient with me until it gets like before.

Love you ❤️

Shini ✨