Can't decide for my YouTube thumbnail (Patreon)

As always, I have a problem with making and choosing the right thumbnail for a video. My next YouTube video will be "Knocking You TF Out To Sleep" and I can't decide which thumbnail to use.

The first one is the one where I was posing and the second is straight up from a video and it looks more realistic. Wat do you think? 1 or 2?