The post that should not be written (Patreon)

Not in this state at least.. Probably.. But I'm just.. Too fucking depressed right now and just.. Can't.. I missed several "dear diaries now".. And.. I'm literally unable to write one at this point.. Whenever I try anxiety takes over and I just freeze up..

My depression has hit a point where I don't feel joy anymore.. I don't know what I want to watch or play.. Cause I don't feel like anything, nothing is fun anymore.. And don't even get me started on work.. Cause that's just.. Been more depressing every day..

Not sure why I'm writing this, not going to give up on work either.. For now.. But.. I think I'm giving up on reports/diaries/whatever for a while.. Cause writing them is just super depressing for me and a great source of stress.. Especially when I miss one..

So.. Myea, I'll still be around, you can bother me on Discord and stuff.. But, my Patreon might be a quiet for a bit.. Might still do streams.. I really don't know right now.. At the moment I'm just trying not destroy any more things in my house..

Sorry for this super depressing post that I probably shouldn't be writing.. But, I felt like I had to write something after all the missed reports.. Feel free to unsubscribe (or whatever it's called on Patreon).. I understand, as my Patreon never offered much and now it'll be even less.. So yea.. Sorry for all this.. See you when I'm less of a depressed piece of shit..