(More) Apologies (Patreon)

Hehe... Gotta be honest, I wasn't expecting to be quite as busy as I am now with school! I believe I mentioned it last update. But I'm going to school full time and well... between that and work(which has been kicking my ass as it's been busier than holiday/hurricane season!) I don't have nearly as much spare time to work on game stuff as I used to have.

I've been thinking about just ending this patreon stuff because I don't really see it going anywhere(or really, my aspirations as a game developer though I'm not going to stop making games)

Which is why I'm taking advantage of the nearly free college thing they offer at work. As nice as it would be to make enough money on the side from *something* enjoyable I do to maybe work a day or two less at lowly retail job(which is deemed "essential" yet still seems like retail employees are as disposable as before this whole corona virus thing started) I just don't think I have the chops for it. Or I'm not making anything interesting enough.

I tried many things... making games. But that didn't work out really. So I thought maybe I'd fine my home making adult games. Trying to be an e-thot, a camwhore, etc... but nothing really works.

Even when I wasn't spending 30+ hours doing school work and making games instead, I just couldn't get many people interested in what I was doing. Which isn't the goal- the goal is make something cool no matter how many people like it. But it doesn't help morale ;_;

So yeah either I'll just close this thing down or not, either way I'll still be working on But I don't like guys(even it is at a snails pace)

If you're unhappy with me, don't hesitate deleting your pledge. I 100% understand and I apologize I just can't work on game stuff more. Idk donate it to a charity or something.

Whatever I do or whatever happens, I deeply appreciate everyone who's stuck around for so long.

(Once again though to be clear, I'm not giving up making games I'm just letting you know my thoughts about all this)