About the rewards (Patreon)
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Hello, chosen ones.
Well, this post is just a clarification on the delivery of rewards. I received many messages this week and I still haven't answered any, I decided to leave them as "unread" so I don't forget. I'm going to try to deliver all the rewards requests this week, there are still some pretty tough commissions left over from last week and I'm going to focus on delivering them before I outline the rewards.
Commissions have become increasingly difficult and time-consuming, and I feel like my weeks are going by very quickly and I almost always end up without deliver everything. I apologize for the delay.
I noticed that sometimes I mess up a little too in the posts, posts referring to May, I put "June", things like that. Sorry for causing a fuss, I'm really working too hard and it affects my attention. I believe I am suffering from burnout.
For those who don't know, my routine is 11, 12 hours of work a day, even on Saturdays and holidays (by the way, I don't even know which day is a holiday or not, and I work the same way). I'm not able to rest because I always have things to deliver, and it stays in my head all the time so I can't relax even on Sundays. I'm not blaming you, it's my own fault. The truth is that working with this has become very tiring... I'm not asking you to take it easy on orders, or anything like that, just be a little more patient because I'm slower, and I feel like my art is getting bad, due to tiredness.
Of course, with all this work, you must be wondering how my personal life works? The truth is: I have no life other than work. I became my job...I can't just be "The Osmar" anymore I have to be the "Osmar shotgun artist" all the time.
Of course, I understand that some don't mind, as long as I deliver good art on time, and in fact they have no obligation to understand me since they're paying. But I'm still human. I get tired, I get sad like everyone else and it affects my work.
Sorry for the text, but since you guys support me, I feel like I must be honest with you.