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Chara and Kodar's journal #38 (Patreon)

Published:
2021-06-29 20:03:49
Imported:
2021-08

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*Chara appears as an astral projection here, since they both travel the realm of sub-consciousness in search for answers lately*

"Limbo adventures" mentioned before, is a series of doodles i've done with pen and paper, an attempt to know myself better and discover the source of my mental issues, with art and life overall. I've been living the last few years on the wear limit marathon it seems. And after I quit my job, finished the most urgent house building and car repairs, and have got more spare time, instead of like finishing all my WIPs in a few weeks as I had hoped, I've only found myself struggling even more than before. It's like a horse that kept running while the evil jockey hit it with whip and spurs, and then fell to the ground when the whip had finally stopped, and hopefully the horse won't die right there x) This feeling of mental exhaustion and displease in the quality of my work just won't go away easily, so i'm trying to find a creative solution to it. My usual tool for inner calm, a social isolation, did not work out this time, because of RL, I have to babysit my little niece lately - there goes my "inner calm", gods help me, kids are a nightmare xD 

Thank you for staying with me through these times. 

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Ezylderg

Hope you can get settled and comfy sooner rather than later, constantly bein agitated and uncomfy is no fun. So, wishin you the best fren ^-^

Luna Fluff

I don't think you give yourself enough credit with the work you do. I am only one fluff, and maybe even the only one with this opinion, but maybe it's something that you need to hear that'll help with your displeasure with your work. Everytime I get an notification from your post on a journal, WIP to some art, or a complete full fledged illustration, I open my computer or phone and take a look immediately to see how've you been, or what you've been working on. It's always a pleasure to see anything that you post, because your art is absolutely amazing. I rarely do this for any other artists I watch. Your art of Luna is still my favorite art to date, and that's including all of the recent art I was getting just a month ago. I know in your eyes you can criticize your own work for things that the average person can see, and there's probably nothing I can do to fix that, but to a lot of others, it's amazing art. I'm really bad at giving a good speech xD But I hope you can understand what I'm saying. As for your mental state, I hope you can find something that can help you feel better, I'm no professional but I can be a really talkative fluff at times if that helps! :D Hope you feel better soon! <3 Ps. I definitely know what you mean by kids are a nightmare xD

Hidoragon

I always encourage all my friends to be kind of critical about their mental health and inner perspectives. And one good thing to keep in mind that your own journey is figuring yourself out doesn't necessarily need to entirely be an experience you have to solve entirely by yourself, there's an increasing amount of mental health resources to help decipher this kind of stuff. Feelings of being stuck, unmotivated, discontentment with your work, etc. I highly recommend taking a look at some HealthyGamer videos on youtube-- while one might not be a gamer, a lot of their content is more broadly targeted. Here is one video to check out, but explore around and see if anything else you might find to be relatable with. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0JqH1_l0b9M

Sylvia Wyverness

All I can say is what they said :D Looove youuuu