A Wellness Update (Patreon)
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How's it goin',
it's been a while since I've made a proper update so I just wanted to take the time to let you guys know where my head is at right now. These past few months have been a doozy for me both physically and mentally, and while I don't like using this platform to talk about personal stuff, said personal stuff has affected the content here, so I want to address it.
At the beginning of the year, I dropped that little trailer for The Dandy Demon, and I know how hyped people got about it. I was [and still am] hyped about it myself and I still plan to work on more of the comic. However, things kinda fell apart around February and March. After a breakup, my mental health deteriorated, and on top of that, I had a hand injury that made it near impossible for me to work for as long as I was used to. My plans to work on this comic fell apart, and truth be told I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to draw again...which fucked my mental health even more.
This was partially the reason why I started Terramonstrum, my worldbuilding project. I wasn't happy with the foundation of DD, and wanted to go back and actually establish the world in which the comic took place while I was unable to draw in the meantime. I was essentially doing preproduction AFTER being 7-8 chapters in lol. Comics have always been a learning process for me. I'm making my mistakes and figuring out new methods in real time and I enjoy sharing that process with you all, but I understand that many of you would like to see the main story continue, and I want to see it too.
Right now I'm at a crossroads. My physical health has since improved, and my mental health has been on the up and up. But I'm just now realizing how many plates I've been spinning at once, and I don't know how much longer I can keep it up before things topple over and shatter. Do I continue Terramonstrum? Do I stop everything and continue The Dandy Demon as initially planned? I hate dropping projects that I've started, but if I keep all this up then nothing will come out, and I don't want to hurt myself again. You all have been too good to me and you deserve something.
I'll make a poll soon. In the meantime, thank you guys for your love and patience. ♥
~Pecu