A letter from Josh…. (Patreon)

Today it’s my bday and at midnight Josh gave me this letter that he wrote himself. You can see Rocco’s paw 🐾 trying to get some of the recognition as well lol

Honestly my life it’s Josh. I live and breath bc of him. It might not be healthy but it’s what’s keeping me alive and what motives me to get out of bed every day, Idk what I would do without him.

God knew what I needed in life and send me an angel to look after and I will always thank him for that.

The photo is a little shaky since I get nervous when he does something I wasn’t expecting lol

Anyways… Thank you all for trusting me with another month of reactions. I’m not fully recovered and the doctor suggested 10 more days off work to get my lower back less inflammation but Ik you guys are here for my videos.

I did manage to make 1 video the AHS finale, which will be posted in like 9 hours. And I forgot to hit pause at the 30 minutes mark and when it was over, the pain was pretty strong. It goes from my lower back trough my spine and to my neck. Sometimes the pain is paralyzing. So I’m going to try to remember or set alarms every 30 minutes to remind me to get up. I might end up hurting my back even more 🤦‍♀️ Not a good way to start a bday but oh well 🤷‍♀️

I don’t need surgery, but my coccyx is almost broken (idk the actual word in English) and since this is the 3rd injury in that place things are not well for me.

I will need a brace for my back, physical therapy, lose weight as well, and to at least go for longer walks with my dog. Nothing too extrem right now bc it might hurt more.

Anyways… I’ll figure something out to get you guys the reactions you deserve.

Thank you for everything and Happy Bday to me ❤️

All the typos courtesy of my back pain medication plus my anxiety meds 👌🥰🌈🥳🤦‍♀️😂