Writing for remind myself. (Patreon)

Hello guys, saw a lot people worried about me.

I'm fine now.

Last 2 weeks I was so confused. rly hard.

I felt nobody loves me. no one like me.

Cause my skill still isn't enough even I'm drawing 3 years.

And blamed myself a lot from last month.

like a..

"I'm making lewd drawings for money, what a terrible" or

"Still I can't draw well even did this 3 years, and people will think same"

Yes this thoughts made me fall apart totally.

Well, still I can't draw well even I forgot how to sketch sometimes.

But Learning has no end until death.

And I'm physically healthy, even I'm rly young. only 23 now.

Could do some mistake.

Could hear bad words or blame from haters

Could be burn out again like this.

yeah, But I will never give up this work until I become the best.

I will try to make better and better always.

Cause I like my fans and me, and my work.

Thx for reading this until end :3