Sorry. (Patreon)

To my fans,

First of all, I sincerely apologize for once again bringing disappointing news.

To be honest, I feel very exhausted.It seems like I've lost the dreams I once had.

 When I first started YouTube, everything I created brought me joy. I had a dream of continuously improving and creating even more entertaining content. But now, I can't even remember what that dream was.

Throughout this journey, I met many people who I considered friends. Some of them betrayed me, and sometimes I left because I was disappointed in myself for how I treated them. I continue to regret these things. On top of that, there were several incidents where it felt like others were trying to bring me down.

Perhaps due to these experiences, I gradually started losing my passion for work. Up until now, I've been forcing myself to keep making videos. But I've noticed that the quality of my videos, both in terms of visuals and content, has been declining. My mindset towards work has also been deteriorating, so I've decided to take a break.

 I don't know how long this break will last. I'll return when I figure out what I truly want to create.

I know this might sound like an excuse to some of you, but I feel like I've lost the courage, the will, and the dreams to continue making videos... I'm truly sorry to my fans.