Exhausted (Patreon)

Hey guys; I wanted to talk about something that's been a little over my head again lately; so here's a lil copy-paste from my twitter. Thank y'all~

I think I've just been feeling extremely over worked and exhausted with art lately and it's gotten to the point where the enjoyment is getting smaller. That and even when I promise to set myself a small amount of work, I get overly ambitious and accept far more work than I originally intended. 

I do love drawing and get excited by it, but that excitement also works as my self detriment. Giving myself so much work for a month and feeling like it needs to be finished in that allotted month gives me so much stress and reduces me to a ball of sadness.

Again, it's my own fault as to why this happens and as to why I burn out so easily lately. I need to take better care of myself. I need to find the time to work on something for myself and remember that art passion. 

I need to stop taking on so much work too.  Next month I wont take on commission work and just spend the time on pieces I've really wanted to complete for myself. 

Forget about seeing art as work for a month and just focus on myself. I think it'll be healthy for me and also, I just wanna provide y'all the best content for you to enjoy.

Anyway, sorry for the little twitter rant. Things just got a little bit to me this evening and I needed to let it out and let you all know what's going on in my lil blue noggin. Right now I just need to, funnily enough, work though this. Things will be okay in the end, I'm sure~ 

Thanks guys. If worst comes to worse I may need to cancel the Lewd set again this month but we will see how things go. 

Much love~

- Kili