Future Content? (Patreon)

Hello, my beautiful crumpets. I hope you all had a great weekend!

As you may have already noticed, I didn't upload anything last week, and I apologise for not letting you know in advance. A lot of things have been happening at once and I feel like there are things I need to address.

I haven't been feeling great the past few weeks. In the beginning, it felt like my concentration was getting sucked from me, and I began to tire earlier and earlier as the days went by. Even when I gave myself a day off, I was awake only for a few hours before I felt the need to sleep again. 

And then when I was notified of patrons uploading content elsewhere, that didn't help my health either. If anything, it contributed to its degradation and removed all motivation I had left. 

I'm even finding it difficult to get out of bed every day, yet when I do, I can't concentrate on anything. Not my content, or my own personal writing and endeavours. Nothing. I'm wondering if it's time for me to take a break and sort out whatever it is that's affecting me, but even considering that makes me feel guilty because all of you are here for exclusive content, and you deserve at least that much.

Because of my absence and lack of anything, I want to sincerely apologise. I can't put it into words how sorry I am. I feel like I've disappointed you all. As a creator who values their craft, I always want to showcase my best work, but in my current state of mind, I can't bring myself to upload content I'm not proud of. 

From here, I'm not really sure what I plan to do. I still have so many ideas for my YouTube and my Patreon and will definitely continue making content...I just don't know when. My activity will continue to dwindle, but I hope you all understand and are patient with me as I try to put myself back together.

Forever, with love,

Saku <3