Health update. (Patreon)
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Hey guys, some may have seen on YouTube but i also wanted to update you guys here also.
Last night I went to the emergency room because I was having difficulty breathing and was really dizzy. I felt like I was going to pass out. It was kinda scary cause I couldn’t calm myself down. The doctors diagnosed me with anxiety (LMAO that I already know), Hypokalemia (which just means my potassium levels was really low), and I also was pretty dehydrated.
I’m not really taking care of myself well. I honestly think the pressures of moving, my cousin passing away, and just every day life has just left me feeling a bit numb. Last night was a bit of a wake up call.
This isn’t to alarm you I’m doing better right now. I’ve been given some medication to help and will be setting an appointment with my doctor for further tests.
I just wanted to let everyone know that I’m not doing well at the moment so if you see less uploads I’m genuinely trying to take care of my health. Uploads will still come here and there. Can you allow me to take things at my own pace? I would really really appreciate that at this time. I’m running myself in the ground and it’s hurting my mental and physical health.
Thank you so much for the love and support. I feel like I don’t say that enough. I truly do not deserve you guys. I think that’s why I’m so hard on myself to make sure you guys are getting content. I couldn’t do this without you guys. Mental health is a long journey and I’m fighting it everyday so forgive me if I’m ever disappointing to you guys. I am not perfect. I appreciate your grace.
I love you guys. See you soon. 🫶🏽