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This video probably gets a little too real but I wanted to draw from some authentic stuff for the sake of the gag. You know me, I always overcommit the bit. I might have a lot of people reach out with concerned messages or something, which I suppose tells me I've done a good job as an actor, hopefully that's what that means. Anyway I'll just say that I'm totally fine, my health is actually pretty solid as far as I know, but I do want myself to take more time for it. It doesn't bother me too deeply though, definitely not as deeply as the video implies. It's really just another chore on my list. I think more about how I need to redo my demos.

Anyway don't feel too bad for me - I actually thought about using Dieselbrain's "Balls Kirby" art piece (it's Kirby with a dick and fucking massive balls) but I didn't feel like reaching out to ask, and reckoned I probably don't need to rack up even more violations on some platforms anyway (even if I pixelate it, it's a violation, that's what I learned from the Mario penis). Then I realized that I really did just like it more with this meme's typical headphones Kirby. So you came this close to being exposed to Balls Kirby here. Be mad at me for that instead of feeling bad for me.

NOTE: So I wrote this entire description, prior this note, before I went away on the trip which I ended up coming back from immediately due to coming down sick. This video is probably an awful idea to post right after coming down sick, and people are DEFINITELY going to worry about me now. But, it's genuinely just the video that was slated to upload today. Lmao shit, oops.