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hey guys! sorry for the short journal yesterday. I was running off of 3 hours sleep in 48 hours. so what happened was I thought i got a cold a few weeks ago but i went to a small doctor who told me it was pneumonia. I actually get that often because of how weak my body is so I wasn't too worried about it (remember I made a journal for that on the 13'th) anyways my asthma meds stopped working which is very very bad for me and they were the only things really keeping me breathing at that point so i went to the doc again at 11 am on the 16th and i wasnt responding to any of the treatments they gave me. they tried like 2 nebulizer treatments and they gave me a shot in my ass (ugh) and nothing worked so i had to be admitted to the ER and stay overnight so they could give me treatments every 2 hours. i didnt get out until like 8pm yesterday so it was a long couple of days for me. i finally slept all night last night for 12 hours straight so that's fantastic. 

another thing i need to tell you guys is that the doc/hospital visits have completely cleaned me out as far as money goes. i will be running out of food in the next day or so and i have no way to get more until around the 2nd of next month. SO i'm going to try to do a weight gain drive to get at least a little bit of money to support me and my family until next payday. 

I will be able to get my commissions done I think and if things are a little late I'm very sorry. thank you guys for your patients and kind words. <3 i love you guys and i'm glad the people who follow me are so great and understanding.