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Hey Everyone.

Sorry for my lack of work lately. Been feeling a little blue.
Always happens around my birthday 😊 My birthdays always signaled it was time to go back to school. So I never looked forward to them. In fact. I dreaded them. I wanted them over and done with.
My parents did their fair share to try and make it enjoyable, but… honestly, I never liked it as a child. It made me feel horrible, because I could tell they tried. I just smiled and went along with it. But as I got older you might imagine how this made me into a difficult child.
It could seem like I was spoiled, but I hated school - not so much because of the work and stuff, that could be fun, but I had it rough with my classmates and a set of horrible teachers.

Please remember my parents are loving and caring beyond imagining, and they were even more so back then. And I am using pretty strong words for emotions that are very much dealt with.  ❤️

But I always get moody around these days. And I still get the same feeling in my body… the looming horror in the distance.
Don’t worry, I am seeing a therapist and I think it’s helping but… Some ghosts just wont let ya outrun them. You just have to tackle them head on every time they pop up.

😊 I am doing better. You know why?

Because of all your wonderful birthday wishes. You guys made me sob like a child ❤️ I am so thankful to you, it truly meant so much to me. I know I can’t hug you but I truly wished I could. You have done so much and my keyboard is getting wet from my tears coming back as I type this… I am just so happy to be at this better spot. Thank you so much. ❤️ Thank you, thank you, thank you ❤️

Yours truly and lovingly
Hammer